Twins (JG)

5

diana -an hour later- 
the boys are down for a nap, which is very much so needed. they started to get really crabby so i put them do for a nap. jack is helping me clean the back up.
"theyre smart kids." jack says, tossing a bag of water balloons to me. i nod, setting them on the table.
"they are." i say.
"ty was telling me more about what you said about their da-me." he corrects himself. 
"oh god." i say. he laughs
"he said that you said their dad was very sweet and took amazing care of you." he says
"you did." i nod, bending down and grabbing a kick ball. 
"where did we go wrong, d?" he asks. i toss the ball in the bin and tuck my hair behind my ear
"we didnt. nothing was wrong. i was just scared. and i didnt wanna hold you back." i say
"you werent." he says
"it was a hard decision, jack. but you werent the only hurt one in the situation. i cried myself to sleep for weeks after that, hoping and wishing for you to come running back. or to fight. but you gave up so easily." i say
"because i thought thats what you wanted." he says 
"i wanted you to be a dad. but i also wanted you to pursue your future and your dreams." i say
"you were supposed to be my future, diana." i look at him
"dont. dont say crap like that." i shake my head
"what? do you not think thats true?" he asks
"no. i dont." i say. he sighs
"i was more then excited when you told me diana. you and the baby--babies, were supposed to be my future." he says
"we were 16 and 17. we didnt know what we wanted for our future." i toss a few cars into the toy bin
"i do now." he says
"i do too. i want the boys to have a father who is there for them. who tries. who goes the extra mile to parent the boys. i want you to be there for those two, caring boys in there. i want you to be a father, jack." i say. i can tell that hes looking past me. i turn around and see luca and ty with amber at the back door.
"boys." i say softly. luca turns around and storms back inside. i sigh and drop the car and go after him. ty is now following him.
"boys." i call. they walk into there room and close the door.
"boys. open the door." i say
"go away." luca calls back.
"luca. open the door, babe. please." i  say
"go away, mommy." he calls back. 
"diana." amber says softly
"luca. open the door now." i say knocking. i can hear them talking. 
"we want auntie amber." luca calls. i look at amber. i step aside and she knocks
"let me in boys." she says. the door opens and she walks in. it closes again. i sigh. theres a lot of low talking. after about two minutes, she walks out. 
"they said they dont wanna talk until you tell them the truth." she says
"nothing but!" ty yells on the other side. i sigh. amber pulls me away
"tell them diana. theyre ready. your the one who isnt." she says. 
"theyre going to hate me, amber." i sigh
"your their mom. they wont hate you." she says. 
"boys. let your mom in." amber says. the door opens and she wishes me luck. i laugh softly and walk to their room. luca lets me in. i go and sit down in luca's fluffy chair.
"jack is your dad." i say. 
"called it!" luca smiles at ty. ty rolls his eyes playfully. i smile.
"does he not like us?" ty asks
"he didnt know about you guys. well he knew, but he thought there was only one." i say. they nod
"daddy makes music. hes very caring and wants to be in your guys life. if you allow him." i say. 
"forever?" luca asks
"hopefully." i say. ty walks to the door and opens it, sticking his head out.
"dad!" he yells. its a few seconds before jack shows up at the door. ty lets him in."
"that was weird being called dad." jack says. i smile
"get used to it." luca says. i laugh.
"are you gonna be with us forever?" ty asks. jack looks at me and clears his throat. im praying to god he wont say anything he'll regret later. he looks at me once more, then at the boys.
"of course."