Twins (JG)

3

Jack
diana sighs and run her fingers through her hair, flipping it to the side. something she does when she's nervous. i mean i don't blame her. i'm fucking nervous too. she looks up at me and something in her eyes flash. she then looks back down at..luca i think.
"actually baby, he's just one of mommies old friends. his name is Jack." she tells him. i clench my jaw. guess we're keeping it a secret for longer?
"oh. hi Jack. i'm luca." he says, giving me a wave. i smile.
"hi luca. it's nice to meet you." i say.
"are you our daddy?" ty asks, walking up next to luca.
"no. he's mommy's friend." luca tells ty. ty looks up at diana.
"i thought you didn't have friends." he says.
"tyson!" diana exclaims. amber laughs.
"i'm her friend ty." amber tells him.
"no. your auntie." he says.
"ok. let's just, not talk about relationships right now please." diana says.
"do you wanna come to the ponies with us?" luca asks me. i look up at diana.
"he has to go baby. maybe another time." she says, looking from me to luca. i smirk
"i'm ok. i'll come watch you guys." i say.
"no. you have to go." diana says, looking at me.
"mmm. no i'm ok." i say. luca and ty jump up and down.
"yayyyy." ty exclaims. diana glares at me.
"come on momma." luca says, pulling on diana. her face softens and she looks down at him.
"ok let's go." she says. ty grabs her other hand and they begin to walk.
"i didn't know friends had kids with each other." amber says sarcastically. diana let's go of ty and flips us off from behind. we all laugh.

diana -half an hour later-
"this is their fourth time riding this. how are they not sick?" Jack asks, motions to the boys.
"they don't get motion sick." i answer.
"ah." he says nodding. ty waves to us as he passes us. we wave and i blow him a kiss.
"so just friend huh?" Jack asks after a few beats of silence. i roll my eyes.
"i'll tell them when i'm ready." i say.
"so another four years? same place same time?" he asks. i look at him.
"i'll tell them." i say.
"when d?" he asks, using the nickname from when we first started dating.
"when i want." i say. he sighs
"it's not that simple Jack. you've missed out on 4 years of their lives. they're gonna ask so many questions that you most likely don't have the answers to. not to mention they're gonna constantly wanna hang out with you. and you don't necessarily have that time. and also again, not to mention, you have not told any of your following that you have kids. and i don't know if i want them exposed to that yet." i say.
"you don't want them exposed to that or you?" he asks. one of the reasons we broke up was because i didn't feel right in the spot light 24/7. i still don't. which is way my account is private. people know i used to date Jack, but they don't know we have kids together. i have close to half a million followers because of it, but i'm only following people i know of look up to. which is less then 300 people.
"both." i say.
"but these are my kids too. don't i get a say in what happens with them?" he asks.
"your not on the birth certificate." i say.
"so what? those basically aren't my kids?" he asks.
"they're your kids. it's just not documented." i say. he sighs.
"you really don't want me in their lives do you?" he asks.
"why are you finally trying after 4 years?" i ask.
"i didn't know there was two of them!" he exclaims quietly.
"even if there was one, you should've at least tried to contact me." i say.
"need i remind you that you broke up with me? you said you were fine. that your family would help you with the baby—well babies." he says.
"i was 16! i didn't fucking know what i was getting myself into. im 20 and they're 4 and i'm still learning how to be a parent. with another one on the way." i say.
"i'm making an effort now diana." he says.
"well your late. you've missed milestones Jack. their first word. their first steps. their first tooth. shit like that you can't redo. so the fact that you've finally decided, which let's face it, you haven't even really decided, but the fact that your trying to be a father now, is pointless. it's hard to bond with kids when you haven't known them, their whole life." i say. he shakes his head.
"so do you want me to be in their lives or not d?" he asks.
"i don't know what i want Jack. and neither will the kids. they'll be obsessed with you and the fact that they know their dad for a few days but get upset because you won't be in their lives as much as they'd want you too." i say.
"how do you know that?" he asks.
"Jack. when we first started dating, you barely had time for me. and we lived right across from each other. and that was when you were barely taking off. your in your peak right now. amber says you guys are releasing music left and right. your preforming here and there. you don't have time for kids." i say. he sighs and rubs his face. that's when ty and luca run over to us.
"momma look!" ty exclaims, holding up a piece of paper. i read it. it's a little ticket to go the parade today and walk with them.
"wow babe!" i say. he smiles.
"luca got one too. they're from mickey." he says.
"that's amazing." i say with a smile. he nods.
"are you gonna come with us Jack?" luca asks. jack looks at me. if your making an effort, you'll go. i think to myself. i try to make my face say that but, i'm not sure what it came across as, because Jack turns to the boys.
"i think i'll pass on this one bud." he tells luca. amber clears her throat and i look at her. she motions to her face and i relax. that's the sign that i'm making a face that isn't suitable for the situation. it was something we used all through highschool. well, the years we went together. after i got pregnant i went online and amber stayed in school.
"oh...ok. do you have to go home?" luca asks. Jack nods.
"yea. i have to do some work. i had fun hanging out with you guys for a little though." Jack says with a soft smile.
"you should come over to mommies house and we could play football." luca says. Jack looks at me and then the boys.
"i'll talk to your mom ok?" he tells them. they nod. Jack gives them high fives and says bye to them and amber and lana.
"i'll talk to you soon." he tells me. i nod. he waves to the boys once more and then him, johnson and sammy walk off.
"momma. can we go to peter pan?" ty asks. i nod. they smile and run to the stroller, climbing in. we all then start to walk to the ride. i sigh. so much for making an effort.