bridge to craziness

the loved children (part one)

Astrid

1:00 PM

"daddy"

"yes, Darling?" daddy says

"do you see that bridge over there?" I asked

"y-yes" he answers nervously, Lola glances at me over her shoulder with a murderer look, and I say

"is it true that two persons died there three months ago?" I asked again, I know I'm not supposed to ask about it, Lola told me not to, but it just can't be true... can it?

"w-what?!" daddy ask, he is almost choking

"yes, Lola told me that two people had jumped off there" daddy suddenly glances at Lola, I can say he is angry, and Lola is angry too

"you little traitor!" Lola yelled at me

"don't call her that, you were the one that told her that stupid story of yours"

"is not a stupid story! It's true" I always hated seeing my daddy and big sis fighting like that, it makes me forget that we are family, families should love each other like mama loved us.

Mama.

"stop it!" I cried, I don't know how even thinking about it makes me cry, mama always loved us, but she didn't love life enough to stay "stop fighting, mama would have never wished us to fight" I felt the tears rushing through my skin, they burn, I don't want them to burn.

Daddy stops yelling at Lola and looks at me, he always know how I felt, but at the same time he didn't, because I was the one that saw it all, daddy just hugged me, he hugged me strongly, and he didn't let go, it was just what I needed, Lola just stood up there next to us, looking, she will never understand how painful it is, she should be the one understanding it, she is my big sister, big sisters are made for that, but not her.

Daddy finally let's go, I still sobbing silently, Lola just starts at us, daddy stands up and starts walking we both just follow him "crybaby" I hear Lola whisper before she starts walking faster.

We finally arrive at the bridge, daddy brought us here to go fishing, I heard he told Lola it was to help me to overcome mama's death, but I really don't mind being here, I only mind the other thing that is here, my mama was is not guilty of anything, not even her own death, I know it, the murderer, is the bridge

Joseph

1:26

I don't know how she will end up. All of this is too much for her, and still, she just looks so good.

She is a fighter, my little girl

"dad are we fishing or not," and there is the other girl, she was just as good as her little sister, but the death of Amara affected us all, even me, I'm not the same.

"sure, let's get this thing started!" so I just stood there and saw my two little girls, throwing their rods into the water and talking, I could see they were having a great time.

And then I wondered, about Amara she was a beautiful woman, a great wife, and an even greater mother, she was perfect... until that night, I started at the river, and I could almost feel her

Why did she have to leave like that?

"DAD!" Lola screams scared