The night it all changed

Chapter 4

Millie's POV
TRIGGER WARNING
It's been a week of no school one more week to go. Romeo has been over here a lot and ever time he has been wanting to go farther and farther. When I said no he got angry which terrified me. He was coming over today I was scared he seemed drunk on the phone which is never good. He has hit me twice in the last week because I wasn't in the mood . I hated him I hated him so much he has made my life depressing. I was at my breaking point I really was done. However I was scared, scared on what he would do if I broke up with him, So I didn't.

I went back to school and my locker was sprayed painted slut on it. I'm honestly not shocked everyone hated me here.Life worked in odds ways so I hope one day it will get better. I opened my locker and loads of notes where in my locker. I grabbed on and it said die on it. I stop reading after that one. I threw them in my bag so I could throw them away later then I headed to class. I went into math and Iris had a bandage on her nose from the time we fought. Finally it was time for lunch and i could sit by my baby Noah that I've been waiting to see. I tried avoiding Romeo since that night but I couldn't. He kept on following me. Finally at my locker he caught me
"Millie babe I love you I was just jealous and Jacob kept on looking at you when we went to school" he tried to reason with me but I wasn't listening to his crap he has been trying to apologizing all week
"Yeah Romeo I understand" I told him trying make him leave me the fuck alone
"Is there a problem here" Finn asked walking towards us. Finn has been acting weird since I came back to school, i didn't understand why i had some thoughts on why he was but how would he found out.
'Don't worry Finn everything is okay now can you leave me and my girlfriend alone." I felt disgusted when he called me his girlfriend.Finn looked at me confirming it was okay.I wish i could be honest,I wish i could tell me without being scared just to tell anyone the truth instead staying together with my rapist. Just someone to help. I feel like to scream on top of my lungs that this boy ruined my life that he ruined me. I couldn't sleep at night i'd close my eyes and picture Romeo taking advantage of me.Instead of telling the truth that it wasn't okay and i did need help i nodded my head shurring it was okay.

"Okay i was just making sure"Finn tells us before headed off.I didn't want him to go i wanted to scream out to him that i needed his help,that i needed his comfort,someone to really love me. That's just a dream I'm stuck with Romeo the sick reality. I left romeo to cry once again it has been a regular thing since that night my body wasn't my body.I calmed down and went outside planning to skip school lighting a cigarette ever since that night i've been introduce to drugs

"Millie what are you doing"Someone asked I look over and it was Finn, by his car

"I could ask you the exact same thing Finn"I replied with no emotion in my voice ,why would i have emotion in my voice when i can't feel emotions to be honest i feel numb with drugs it helps me feel

"Are you seriously smoking Millie what happened you said you'll never smoke"He scolds walking up to me

"People change Finn you smoke why can't I" i tell him taking a puff of the cigarette when Finn took it out of my hands "What the hell Finn"I yell at him fed up with how he's acting

"Millie whats wrong talk to me please Millie,why won't you talk to me"Finn asks me trying to grab my hands

"Nothing Finn okay leave me alone okay let me do my thing"I yell at him can't take his nagging.

Finn looks at me for a good minute a nods his and walk away.I missed my chance

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