It's What He Wanted || ✔

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Pelagic
relating to or occurring or living in or frequenting the open ocean

Dear Namjoon,

You came to me with an open mind, you cherished the idea of me for 9 days. For whatever reason. I guess you are wondering what is actually happening and why you received this. I killed myself by drowning in the place I have wanted to be in for more then a year. I didnt want to do it after i met you. You were so nice, you ended up learning my name. Namjoon, I haven't loved myself for a long time, I'm worthless... but you are not. Go live your life. I just wanted you, but i wanted death more... im sorry.

I love you, I always will, but its what I always wanted.

signed,

Park Jimin.