Chapter 5

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Knocking on Satou's door, I was frantic. I needed closure. She opened the door. "Oh! You finished already?" She asked. "He...got busy suddenly so... I have to do it for...homework." I forced the image out of my mind.

He was just playing with me... even though he seemed like he wasn't lying. I shook it off, grabbing Satou's hand. She blushed and I told myself that it was cute.

We got up to her room and she pulled out some homework she had. I pulled out the sheet as well.

"Would you like some tea?" She asked. "S-Sure! Green tea if you have it." I smiled. She walked out and I was alone. After about a minute, my phone started ringing. I pulled it out and stared at the screen. Tears threatened to fall and I shoved them back.

"Just leave me alone...go call your girlfriend." I whispered. I silenced my phone and tucked it away. Hugging my knees to my chest, I thought.

"I know what to do." I muttered.

"Hey Satou..." I muttered. "Yeah?" She asked. "Do you...like me?" I forced out the question. "W-well um... I... y-yeah..." She stammered. "Then do you...want to be...," I swallowed my tears and forced Kousuke's face away. "My...girlfriend?"

That was that. Now I had a girlfriend and I had a plan. I would use Satou until the end of the school year and then I would transfer. After cutting ties with Kensuke I would be rid of Kousuke as well. But why did the thought of leaving him make me feel sick?

I was pretty sure now that I loved him. And that was the reason I needed to stay away. He had a girlfriend now, he doesn't see me that way and he would get fired if I dated him. Also...we're both guys.

Once I got home, I lay in my bed crying into my pillow. Then my window smashed and a hand reached in, unlocking the door and sliding it open. I sat up, sitting against the headboard.

"Hey. Where were you after school?" Kousuke demanded. No... I was trying to forget about it... he needed to go before I changed my mind.

"I saw it..." I uttered out. "Saw what?" Kousuke asked, kneeling on my bed. "You kissed that girl...right?" I looked up at him, tears falling down my face. He looked shocked. "She's a student...she forced herself on me and I rejected and lectured her." Kousuke explained.

I was silent. He moved towards me so now I was trapped against the headboard. "I love you...Masahiro." Kousuke said, reaching up and touching my face. I tried to hold back my urge to pull him in and kiss him...that would be embarrassing. I waited for him to make the first move.

He did. He kissed me softly, running his hands through my hair. I kissed him back, holding his tie and pulling him closer. His other hand ran up my shirt, warming the bare skin underneath. His fingers brushed over my nipple and I moaned into him again.

This set him off. He forced me down, hastily unbuttoning my shirt and pulling it off. He yanked off his tie and practically ripped his shirt off. He leaned down, kissing me again with his forearm right beside my head.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and then he reached down and unbuckled my pants. I did the same for his. He held me closer and then pulled away for air. He then started licking and sucking my neck.

"Aah~! Kousuke! You're going to leave marks!" I gasped. He smirked against my skin and kept going. I couldn't help but let embarrassing noises out so I covered my mouth.

Kousuke didn't like that. He reached down to grab his tie. Was he getting dressed? Were we done? I watched him as he leaned over me and I felt something tie my hands together.

I couldn't pull them down now. "K-Kousuke?" I breathed. He just returned to leaving marks everywhere. Embarrassing noises continued to flow out of my mouth as he touched me all over. Then he pulled off my pants. I was so embarrassed... there was practically a hill in my underwear and I couldn't hide it.

He didn't say anything about it and only continued to start to leave hickeys on my thighs. I felt so exposed... but... as long as it was Kousuke, I was okay with it.

My underwear- aka my last sliver of security- was removed at last. Now he's seen my whole body. But as I stated before, I was ok with that.

"You ready?" He looked up at me, pulling out his own member.

All I could do was nod.

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