....BACK AGAIN. i'm late. i'm mad late. whoever said senior year was gon be a breeze LIED. FUCK YALL. but enjoy. there's drama in this one 😂😂😂😂
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After hours of mind-blowing sex, it was finally time for some real conversation. Keretta would at least attempt to open up, and Jamari would attempt to listen.
"I'm afraid of love, Jamari."
He had so many replies prepared for her in his head until she hit him with that. He had hella questions.
And she was a grown ass woman who fucked her lovers friend because she was angry. It was a new breed of evil he kind of wasn't here for.
She didn't even seem like that type of girl when he first met her. He knew her friends were out there but he thought she was better than that. She was grown as fuck. Even he knew better than to do some stupid shit like revenge sex.
On one end it sounded like an excuse for why she did that dumb shit. You're afraid of love so you go fuck someone you know for a fact is my friend?
Where did all that grown woman energy go? Oh.
"I've been hurt so many times by niggas who said they'd be there for me and they didn't. You came along and showed me better. Time went by so fast. I started falling for you and my coping mechanism is to dip. I'm broken as fuck."
"You can't run from shit every time you feel something though. I hear what you saying but that's some little kid shit Kee."
She sat in silence, listening to him scold her. Overall his voice was calm. He didn't feel like yelling.
Jamari was right. It was childish. The whole situation was childish, but she was hurt.
"I know, and I'm sorry. But there was so much going through my head. Zania is my cousin. I basically raised that girl. For her to pursue you knowing what we had was grimy and I thought maybe you did that to be funny. It really hurt me." Keretta's eyes had become glossy at this point, but she refused to cry.
"First of all shorty, I ain't know mama was yo cousin. I never really met any of your family so how was I supposed to know dat? Zania and I had a vibe, I can't lie, but she stopped fuckin wit me when she realized I was stuck on you. Ain't dat some shit," Jamari chuckled, closing his eyes.
"I loved- I love you. The sex had me stuck and then I learned more about you. That sounds backward as fuck but that's what it is. You saying you scared of love because of yo past, but you ruining shit that could be good for yo future. The shit you tryna run from done already happened. I shouldn't be punished for other niggas mistakes. My heart too big for allat shit,"
