THE PANSÉLINOS

CH2

Play the song while your at it ;)
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Grace's POV

I woke up and looked at the time and saw that it's only quarter to 4, I am a light sleeper whenever I move or change positions in sleeping I would wake up and my dream would end, which is irritating. Especially that in my dreams I always get what I want.

So to kill some time I plugged my earphones and started listening to 'All of Me' by John Legend, I love this song. It's my mother's favorite. I was not really a fan of slow music before but with her constantly listening to it I kind of got used to it and then I found myself downloading it.

I need to focus!

I really need some distraction from everything. I know that this situation I'm in is not in it's worst yet but the sooner the better. I need to plow out the roots of this pain to completely feel better. Even if it's only temporary.

After a few 8D kpop songs and spotify hits I got out of bed and started fixing my room and my uniform. Yes, I go to school, I'm actually on my first year of studying college. I walked to the bathroom and stared at my reflection.

I forgot to wash up last evening

Maybe it's beacause of the stress. I stared back again and managed to plaster a smile.

When I was done I started heading downstairs, only to find that breakfast is already served. My father is sitting on his usual spot and my sister Kylee on her's to. And my eyes landed on the empty spot just near my father's chair. I smiled bitterly. It was not a dream. I thought to myself.

I walked towards my chair and settled down.

"Goodmorning Dad, Kylee" I greeted them with a smile, which they returned... fortunately.

"Morning" Kylee greeted back.

"Hey sweety, how are you?" Aunt Mary said walking out of the kitchen while holding some freshly cooked waffles with a chocolate syrup dribbling down to the surface of the plate.

"I'm doing good Mary, and that looks sooo delicious.. can I have some?" I asked her in reply.

" ofcourse sweety this is especially made for you, I know how you have a deep love for chocolate" she replied sweetly with a smile on her face. That is why I love her.. She knows what I want.

"Thank you Mary"

And with that we started eating breakfast.

I thought no one will dare to break the silence between us until my dad spoke up.

"I will be coming home late this evening, I still have a lot of things to do at work" he simply stated without lifting his gaze from his food.

"Oh ok, can I call Jamie over?" I asked my dad and he just gave a nod.

Ok then I guess that will be all for the very lovely conversation.
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"BYE MARY! BYE DAD!" I shout as I made my way outside our house. Together with my sister we started walking towards school.

The school is just a walking distance from our house so we don't really need any transportation.

"Is it really ok?" My sister suddenly asked.

"What is?"

"You know, with mom leaving and all"

"It will be" I know it will, maybe not today but someday.

"I hope so, it really hurts me though. I always imagined our family to be the strong one you know. I never expected that a message from  a piece of paper will end everything"

"Me either"
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When we entered the school gates me and my sister separated. I noticed from here that my friends are waiting for me. This is actually our routine, we won't move until we are complete. I am still lucky. I still have this other family.

"You're here!" Jamie exclaimed and gave me a hug. Jamie is my best friend, well she's more like a sister to me. She is witty and cute. Don't forget she is nice too. She is nice...waaay to much.

"You're still the last one to arrive though" Jhazz said. Well we just met her three months ago. She's nice too, a very loving and gentle person... but(ofcourse there is always a but) once you get on her nerves she can be really harsh. And I like that about her.

I remember one time when we were passing through gym there were these guys who are playing basketball, and then she was suddenly hit by a ball. They picked up the ball and started retreating away from us when she spoke.

"HEY!! Aren't you even gonna say sorry? You already saw that I was hit and you didn't even bother to apologize?" She said which caught their attention.

"O-Oh I'm s-sorry" he said

"Ok apology accepted" then she flashed her sweetest smile.

That thought still makes me laugh.

"Hey did you hear Wanna One's new song? They are so lit" well that is my other friend..Giovanne, she loves kpop music, she's actually the one who influenced me to start listening to it.

"Ofcourse, you like said that a thousand times already. Don't worry I already downloaded it" I said and gave her a smile. Well she can be nice sometimes but she is the type of person who will use profanities to joke with you. First she will say it like she means it then she'll laugh.

And there is also my friend Marianne, she is the nerdy member of our circle, but the beautiful type of nerd. She is actually comitted to this guy we dislike. We never approved of him actually he is a complete jerk. Well we couldn't do anything, they love one another.... I guess.

"Marianne, how are you and your boyfriend?" I asked with a cheecky grin, I'll just tease her for a bit.

"Oh shut up" she said while laughing.

"What giving up already?" Well I'm really not in the mood either. I haven't told them about my parents yet.

"Hey" aaaannnd her, I have a frown on my face. Yes my other friend, Maya, well we kind of had an argument...like always.

"I'm sorry" she said. Ofcourse I will forgive her.. I love these people too damn much to even consider being mad at one of them.

So instead of answering I just clung my arms to hers and we all started walking together.

"I know you can't resist me, you love me too much to get mad" she said with a giggle.

"Correction, I love all of you too much"

"I wanna poo" that my friend is Jamie's favorite line.

"You mean you wanna sh*t? HAHAHAHA" See the profanities? Yes it's Giovanne

"There is a bathroom" Jhazz

"Let's just go, we all know that she only dumps at lunch" I said

We all laughed together as we made our way to our class. We are actually in different rooms, but no wall can keep us apart. The relationship we have is just the strongest.

In a group of friends you'll always have the shittiest yet the nicest type of friend. The craziest yet the most happy people.

I'm proud to say that we are not the type of people who gets hated by another group of girls, we are don't get bullied and we are all naturally beautiful. ;)

I'm so happy to have them. They are the reason why I still smile, and can be myself. I don't know what I'll do without them.

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UNDER MAJOR EDITING!!

I dedicate this to everyone, know that there is still a friend out there.

"When they leave it means they are not meant for you, but remember true ones stays"

-quote not mine.