I noticed that Jake began to do what he did before. He followed me, keeping his distance so others wouldn't notice him. Of course, I noticed him. To be honest, I'm sad now that he's not here next to me.
On the way to the bus stop, I tried to approach him, but he ran off. He's avoiding me yet still keeping an eye on me. The words he said before he left flashed through my mind. I'll always love him too. He knows that, I'm sure of it.
Daniel got on to the bus, sitting in the seat behind me. We were the only ones sitting in the back. "Why isn't he on the bus? Don't tell me he ran off." Daniel chuckled.
"No, he's still watching me." I said this to keep him from attacking me. Daniel looked out the window and spotted him.
"Oh, I see, and here I thought we could get some personal time." I tried to remain calm as he spoke, and definitely became calmer when his friends got on.
They sat near him, ignoring me. Daniel also took no notice of me, he was to busy talking to his friends. I sighed in relief, knowing he wouldn't try anything at school. I'm safe for now.
The next few days made everything with Jake seem unreal, like some really long dream. The only thing that kept me from believing that was the picture on my phone.
I curled into th red corner of my bed, staring at the picture. Tears formed in my eyes as I grabbed my notebook. I could see Jake from my window. On a blank sheet I wrote, 'please come back'.
He read the paper when I pressed it against the window. I saw him sigh, shaking his head. I began to cry harder, making him notice my tears. He seemed worried, not sure if he should come back or not. Things have been calm since he left, but I love him.
I could barely see his blurry figure run to my back door. The sound of footsteps running up the stairs soon echoed through the house. I curled into a ball, crying into my legs.
Footsteps approached me slowly, a hand placed on my head. "Please don't cry." He spoke sadly. "You'll find someone better, someone who can keep you safe."
"I dont want anyone else!" I screamed before suddenly hugging him. "It's you I love."
"I'm sorry, Emma." He held me close. "I can't stand to see you hurt by anyone else. This is to keep you safe. I'll still watch over you. Goodbye, Emma."
"I don't want to say goodbye." I whined as he put me back on my bed. He left going back to his spot outside. I couldn't stop crying, I just kept crying until I couldn't anymore.
No one noticed how sad I was. Well, Jake noticed, but he can't do anything. Not unless he comes back to me. I still want him even though he left me like that.
It seems to bother him though. He's had this sad look on his face. I notice it every morning and afternoon on the bus. I guess this is just as hard on him, he is just doing a better job at hiding it than I am. How long until he starts to cry too?
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My Alpha
Hombres LoboHe follows me. He has since that night he saved me. My parents abandoned me in the woods. They never did like me. I was 6 at that time. I never thought it odd that I found a boy wondering around the forest. We talked, and he made me feel better. He...
