My Mysterious Boyfriend (Larry Stylinson)

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Louis Tomlinson

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~PRESENT DAY~

"Mr. Tomlinson, are you still taking those pill that I prescribed to you?" Mr. Jackson asked while chewing the end of his pen to his mouth.

"Mhmm."I hummed in response. "So, anything new, Mr. Tomlinson?" he asks again, this time he was scratching his neck. "Nothing" I replied in my same neutral voice.

"Kill him!"

"Shut up!" I said to the voice. "Huh? Am I bothering you? Do you want to share something to me?" he asks again. "No" I blankly replied. "Okay then, Mr. Tomlinson. Come back to me this comming Thursday for your weekly analysis. Have a nice day" he said while giving me a smile.

I picked my bag from the floor and made my way to the door. The door won't budge. "Fuck" I cursed under my breathe. "Dammit" I said again while trying to open the door. "Is there any problem Mr. Tomlinson?" Mr. Jackson asked while turning his head to the direction of the door.

I awkwardly rubbed the back of my neck. "Erm, the d-door it w-won't ope-" I was cut off when a small frame body of a girl stumbled over me and made us lying to the ground.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry." She apologized while standing up and giving me a hand. "Uhmm. That's.... okay." I said in return as I rushed down the clinic.

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I sprinted back inside my room and  quickly dashed to the bathroom. I was panting. I bend my back and crouched to my knees as I quickly catch my breathe. I looked at the mirror. 

I was thin, pale, ugly and embarassing. I wan't eating much since I knew what happened to my brother. I could've seen that comming. I should've done something. Now he has only months til he join our parents and leave me all alone with these voice creeping in my mind.

A tear escapred from my eyes. No. You should stay strong for Niall. For your Ni-ni. I shook my head and wiped the tears from my eyes.

"You should kill yourself you know?"

"No! Shut up lady!"

"Stop paying Niall's support group! He's such a waste of time!"

"No! Stop playing with my mind! You have done a lot of disaster in my life!"

"Let Niall die, so that he will stop suffering!"

"No! Go Away!"

I smashed the mirror with my fists. It felt good letting out your anger. Another punch at the damned mirror. 

"Lou- Oh my god Lou!!" Liam sayed while rushing by my side as I slighltly fainted. I looked at my knuckles, they were covered with blood. My eyes were a bit droopy. Before I could black out I could hear a voice

"You should probably die"

Then darkness.

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"Zayn, he isn't okay. He needs our company. He needs someone to talk to. He needs SOMEONE, a real person." I could hear Liam's voice from a far. He was probablt talking to Zayn, his boyfriend.

"I know Li, I'm worried about him either. Since Niall's, you know, he is acting so bitter. He has withdrawn himself from the world." Zayn agreed.

"He is isolated in his flat. He has shut his self from the outside." Liam said. I fluttered my eyes open and saw Zayn and Liam cuddling next to my bed. They looked so comfortable. So happy. Where could I find my own hapiness?

"Louis, how are-" Liam was abrubtly cut of by one of my demons. He was controling me again. 

I could only see darkness. Shadows of my demons lurking in my head. I could only see a blurry Liam and Zayn in my couch. I watched the shadow as he roam around my room. He stopped as he found a knife, he looked at Liam with a sinister smile. 

"No!! Please don't!! Please...." I pleaded while curling myself to a ball. Tears pouring down my eyes. Voices. I could here all of them. Screaming. Shouting. Crying. Whispering. Pleading. They want to come out of my mind. They want to control me.

"Please.." I croaked as my vision went back to reality. Zayn panicking and Liam grabbing my pills. I could see Zayn giving me my pills and Liam handing me a glass of water.

"T-Thanks g-guys" I thanked them once again. That was the drill. Everytime I scream, they give me pills and comforted me while telling how their day went.

"We won't be leaving you Louis." Zayn said while bringing me to their arms. I don't know why but they reminded me of my parents. Shushing me to sleep.

Then Liam hummed the lullaby that I was used to. Bella's lullaby. It came from my favorite movie Twilight.

Liam and Zayn by my side as I my eyes grew heavy and I was stuck in my dreams again. The darkness swallowing me again as I could see nothing but eternel black.

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So yess that's the start the present day. 

Louis having those attacks.

I will put some Ziam on the side :)

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