Amy's POV
Bathroom
Enter
Wake-up
Blood
Pale
Floor
Screaming
Suicide
Abuse
Fight
Fighting
Be the mother
I could never be
Gangs
Murder
Death
I gasp awake. It was too good to be true, I always get nightmares this time of year, it's not any different this year.
Rubbing my eyes, I check my phone. 4: 27 a.m.
I groan. There is no way I'm falling asleep now.
I stare at the ceiling above me. The words on the letter bouncing around my head.
Be the mother I could never be.
I know now, that she didn't write that, that she never killed herself, but still, I follow those directions.
I hear a noise coming from the bathroom. I glance at my closed bedroom door. I'm probably just imagining it.
I yawn and decide to get up. There's no use staying in bed if I'm not going to do anything it was made for.
I put on a long sleeved thin shirt and long leggings.
Friday can't come any sooner. Today's Wednesday and the week just doesn't want to speed up.
Putting on my boots and a jacket I sneak downstairs and out the door. My father isn't home yet, out doing gang business.
I breathe in the fresh cold air. My breathe comes out in little clouds.
I walk around without a destination in mind. January is the worst month of the year. My family goes from happy holidays to one full of grieving.
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Facing Away (Broken Streetfighter)
Action(#1 in broken 7/5/2018) (#1 in Fighting 11/14/2020) (#1 in gangleader 11/14/2020) (#1 in Nerd 11/23/2020) _______________________ (FORMERLY KNOWN AS BROKEN STREETFIGHTER!!!) Amy Kuether has been planning on getting away the moment she could. During...