BULLIED BY S.M (SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION)

●Hospital part 2●

SHAWNS P.O.V-
So last night Cameron decided to go home and get some sleep and tell his mom and dad and he called me last night that he would bring clothes for Keegan for when she wakes up it's been 24hours and Keegan is still unconscious so I decided that I would play a song for how I feel right now so I pulled out my phone and headphones and played the song
Photograph by Ed Sheeran and I just looked at Keegan waiting and hoping she would wake up.
And your went by and shes still asleep so I decided to text cam to run by my house and grab my guitar so I could play for Keegan I wrote a new song last night for Keegan it's called "kid in love" wrote it for her because I know she doesn't because of the way I've treated her but I love her so damn much, soon Cam came into the room and gave me my guitar and he asked if he could sit down and.listen to and I said "sure"
So then I began to sing.
"I know that we just met and maybe this is dumb but it feels like there was something from the moment that we touched cuz it's alright it's all right I want to make you mine the way you light up the room caught in the corner of my eye we can both sneak out the back door you don't have to say goodbye cuz it's alright it's alright to waste time tonight maybe I'm just a kid in love maybe I'm just a kid in love oh baby if this is what it's like falling in love then I don't ever want to grow up maybe I'm just a kid in love maybe I'm just a kid in love oh baby it be cool if it's the two of us but I don't ever want to grow up cuz I got it all and I got it all but I don't ever want to grow up should you place is kind of cozy in your parents are out of town but there's no pressure but if you're down I'm down cuz it's alright it's alright to just talk tonight if you feeling kind of crazy you turn down the lights we can take our time do whatever you like it's alright it's alright I want to make you mine maybe I'm just a kid maybe I'm just a kid in love oh baby if this is what it's like Fallin love then I don't ever want to grow up" 
I love you Keegan I hope you know that.
I then hear someone so "no fuckin way you love keegan?"
Shit I forgot Cam was here
I say "yeah....yeah I do love her that why I wrote that song for her
After a while me and cam talked he went home and I said I'll say here with Keegan like I did last night.
KEEGAN'S P.O.V-
I heard someone singing to me the voice said "keegan I wrote this for you I hope you like it" and then I realized it was SHAWN he starts to sing and I start to cry but he cant see me crying he sings...
" I know that we just met and maybe this is dumb but it feels like there was something from the moment that we touched Cuz it's alright its alrighty want to make you mine" then he sang the rest of the song and then after he was done he said something to me he said "I love you Keegan hope you know that"
HE FUCKING LOVES ME WHATTT!?! HOW CAN HE LOVE ME IM WORTHLESS AND FUCKING FAT AND UGLY I JUST DONT GET IT WHY WOULD HE LIKE GREEN EYES OR MY BLOND HAIR I MEAN I FUCKING SHORT AND I LOOK UGLY WITHOUT ANY MAKE UP ON If he loves me then why does he hurt me?
After he says he loves me I heard someone else say "yo you love my sister?" Omgg its caneron oh I miss my cammy. Then shawn says "yeah...yeah I do I just wish she would wake up so she could here me say it to her" SHAWN I can hear you I can hear you loud and clear and I love you too I just do get why would you love me and bully my why shawn....why me I'm worthless,fat and ugly why do you love me.

A/N:yaya shawn and Keegan love each other but Keegan cant trust shawn,but Keegan has always kinda loved shawn but she didnt tell him because she knew he would tell everyone and then would hurt her more.
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