BULLIED BY S.M (SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION)

°the drive home°

I woke up around 8am with shawn sleeping peacefully next to me with his messy curly ass brown hair lI sit up and push my self up out of bed I tell in pain shawn sits straight up and looks at me with a worried and scared look on his face and he's sweating and shaking I instantly knee he had a anxiety attack in his sleep or he had a really bad dream he then gets up out of bed and runs over to my side and kneels down in front of me and I look at him with pain and tears in my eyes because I remembered everthing that happened yesterday and I remembered who did this to me I asked shawn if we can talk about my dream and what happened yesterday right now he said yeah sure and we can talk cams sister is at the cafe on the next exit we can go pick her up and she can drive and me you and cam can talk I nod my head in agreement and then shawn tells cam to pick up serria he says okay then serria gets in and starts to drive while me,cam and shawn sit on the bed in the back and I grab Shawn's hand and say to cam

"Okay can I'm gonna tell you this but you have to promise me you won't get mad at shawn okay?" He says okay and I continue
"So you remember when Matt took me to the hospital a couple weeks ago and you chyanne matt and shawn had to come down to the hospital to see me and I looked like I got the shot beat outta me and my stomach was bruised and my face was a cut up and then shawn was singing to me and then he said I love you then I woke up?"

"Yeah...?"

"Well I never told you or anyone how or why I ended up in the hospital.."

Shawn gave me a nervous/okay tell him kinda look so I held his hand a little bit more tighter and said

"Well...the truth is I was bullied from freshman year uptill now (shes a sophomore).

"YOU WERE FUCKING BULLIED??!!
BY WHO I WANNA KNOW...NOW!!!"

I could tell came was really angry I dont want to tell him that his friends and shawn were the ones bullying me what if he doesn't allow me to see shawn what if he makes me break up with shawn and then he goes back to bullying me I have all these thoughts running through my head and it feels like there are bombs and fireworks in my head and someone just lit them off "i-im having a p-panic attack shawn help me!" I say and shawn holds me in his arms and he knows why and what I'm having a panick attack about he pulls me in his strong arms and rocks me back and forth and says

"Sh sh sh shhhh its okay you can tell him I know what your thinking I know you think you might lose me but it's okay just tell him"

I then calm down and look at cam who is giving me and shawn a weird look because of what shawn said my hands start sweating I know I have to tell cam and I know I might lose shawn. So before I say anything to cam o turn to shawn and say.

"Shawn I know before that we had to issues and all but I want you to know that I've always loved you from the beginning and now that I might lose you I might not even be able to live without you I-i -i love you Shawn Peter Rual Mendes" I say with tears strea down my face and along with Shawn's face too I kiss him and hugs him and hold his hand a little more tighter and tell cam...this...

"My bullies are... Nash Grier,Hayes grier,Aarron carpeter,carter reynolds,Taylor caniff,sammy and...an-dd."

I look at shawn and he nods his head telling me its okay to tell cam

"And...sh-shawn-n Mm-endes"
I say with tears flowing down my face (you know when you cry so hard and you try to talk and it feels like you have hiccups but you really dont?? Yeah that's why she keeps studdering and she's hesatading)
I look at cam who looks shocked and angry at Shawn you can tell because he's giving shawn an angry death look like you gonna fucking die kinda look
Cam then says to shawn...

"You,you fucking asshole PUT MY SISTER IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID THEN YOU SAY YOU "LOVE HER"  he says using air quotes "AND NOW YOUR DATING HER AND CALL HER YOUR PRINCESS AND YOUR QUEEN WELL I DONT LIKE IT NO NOT AT ALL"
He says and I know what he's gonna say next😭😭