BULLIED BY S.M (SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION)

:HeLp Me ShAwN:

KEEGAN'S P.O.V-
I wake up at like 11am because I barely got any sleep from crying all night so I went to the kitchen I wasnt really hungry so i just grabbed a banana and a water bottle and sat at the kitchen table and went on my phone and go on Twitter and see pictures of me and shawn and I feel so much pain in looking at them so i put my phone down and eat my banana and then I hear a raspy morning voice good morning princess, I said good morning my prince and then shawn comes down from the bed with his phone and sat down by me I put my head on his shoulder and said "I'm sorry for last night" I say with some tears coming down my face and looks at me and says

"I know and I'm so fucking sorry for all the things I've done to you I-i love you"

"I love you too shawn and this is all my fault that were not together anymore and I yelled at Cameron last night I said I fucking hate him and you ruined my life" I say with tears falling down my face

Hey hey hey it's okay we'll find our way back to each other" he said as he wipes the tears from my face.

CAMERON'S P.O.V-
I get up to leave the room from Keegan so she can sleep I know I hurt her and shawn but i had to i cant see the guy who beat her end up with my sister and them saying j love you isn't right as I get up to leave Keegan starts yelling at me with tears falling down her face

"CAMERON I FUCKING HATE YOU AND CANT YOU SEE SHAWN IS SO CARING FOR ME AND HE DOSMT USE ME FOR MY BODY HE LOVES ME FOR ME AND HE THINKS IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN I NO AND THINK IM NOT HE LIFTS UO MY DAY AND NG WHOLE LIFE CANT YOU SEE THAT I STILL LOVE HIM AND HE STILL LOVES HIM YOUR NOT JUST HURTING ME YOUR ALSO HURTING YOUR BEST FRIEND AND IF YOU DIDNT KNOW I HAVE ANXIETY AND YOU STARTED TO MAKE ME ANXIOUSE WHEN YOU GOT MAD AT SHAWN FOR HURTING ME I STSRTING TO PANICK AND HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTACK BECAUSE OF YOU AND SHAWN MENDES HELOED ME THROUGH IT REMEMBER WJEN I HAD ONE WHILE WE HOME WHEN MOM STARTED SCREAMING AT ME SHE SAID OHH YOU FUCKING SLUT FAKING YOUR DISORDERS? WHEN THERE NOT FAKE IT ACCTUALLY HAPPENS AND YOU TRIED TO CALM ME DOWN AND SHAWN WASNT THERE TO HELP ME SO YOU CALLED MATT SND CHYANNE AND THEY COULDNT CALM ME DOWN ETHIER SO THEN YOU TOOK MY PHONE AND CALLED SHAWN AND HE ANSWERED RIGHT AWAY AND YOU TOLD HIM WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND HE GOT THEIR IN LKKE 5 SECONDS AND RAN TO ME AND HELD ME IN HIS ARMS QND MADE ME FEEL SAFE AND PROTECTED AND HE ROCKED BACK AND FOURTH AND THEN HE SAID SH SH SHS SHHH ITS OKAY ITS JUST ME ITS ME SHAWN SHAWN MENDES OKAY? THEN I SHOOK MY HEAD AND CALMED DOWN THEN HE TOOK ME UP TO MY ROOM AND HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE AND I ASKED HIM TO STAY BECAUSE I WAS SCARED OF MOM BECAUSE I THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA HURT ME VECAYSE WHEN DAD DIED SHES BEEN DRINKING AND HITTING ME TOO SHAWN THEN SATAYED WITH ME ANDMADE SURE I WAS OKAY THATS WHAT A REALLY GOOD GUY SHOULD DO AND NOT JUST WALK OUT ON SOMEONE WHEN THEY NEED YOU!! BUT NOOOOO YOU HAVE TO GO AND FUCK IT ALL UP!!!!"

when she said that to me I knew I made a mistake by breaking them up but i-i had to.

SHAWN'S P.O.V-
I wake up and look next to me and I dont see Keegan I shoot up and look around I see her sitting at the kitchen table and her face was all puffy from last night and then it hit me she wasnt mine anymore and it pained me

"Good morning princess" I say and she looks at me and gives me a faint smile and I knew it was fake because i do the same thing. I heard her yelling at Cameron last night she said it was always hard for her to find love and I'm gonna ask her about that like how and why is it hard for her to find love and then she said "if you couldnt tell I had anxiety and shawn is the ONLY ONE who can get me through it" my heart felt like it got crushed my a hammer and all the pieces disapeared and I start to cry,then when cams leaves he says to me,

"Shawn i-im sorry but I had to break you guys up you hurt her shawn."

"I know Cameron I know I hurt her but I loved her I started hurting her because someone else was gonna hurt her if I didnt and I loved her the whole time and now she isnt mine."