Alright by The_Writer4

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I'm doing this again, what I promised myself I would not do.

It's dinner time and I'm reminiscing about all the shit I do.

And how I take all those pills even though I know.

I get high now I'm real low.

And I lay here wishing I could go.

In the back of my mind I leave a million times.

I tell myself I'm alright, I'm just fine.

As I watch those tears run down my cheeks, all that I think is this isn't worth it.

Trying to puke tonight, then I'll be alright.

Why does it feel right?

When I said what I wanted to be.

I didn't know it would hurt me.

And now I'm here and I can't breathe.

Knowing that I need to leave.

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