Paper Thin Walls

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Kevin POV

"The walls are paper thin," my first 'fling' quoted. "But the outside. The outside is like bricks. You can't go to heaven once you've been to hell Kevin." He was a boy. A beautiful boy. It was wrong to be with men of course but this time it didn't seem like it. It was a fling of course. May, June , July, maybe August and then he'd be gone. Well that's what I thought. It was the day of an LGBTQ protest that he was trying to drag me too. And then when I explained to him that I'm not out, I'm not comfortable being out, and I just don't want to go. He had to explain to me that being gay sent you through hell in Utah. Hence the paper thing walls and the bricks to happiness. Which in my opinion is a total lie. There are no bricks. Just the paper wall to happiness. That day didn't go so well. We ended up fighting and I drove home. Which ultimately, also didn't happen. I ended up in this bunker. Now having the bursting through the wall thoughts.

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