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3am

it is currently 3am and I am in a deep state of depression

the person that I want doesn't want me
we had something going on but now it's gone
it's like it was never there, taken by wind and lost
I'd do anything to get what we had back

to have that feeling of constant assurance
constant happiness and constant love
I don't wanna be lies to
I hate to see her with another person

I act like everything is okay but everything is not okay
it hurts to see her with another person when she's all I want

I want her by my side at 3am
at any time of the day
all day everyday
she is my source of happiness

I made her my source of happiness and she became a drug, my drug
it's hard to let go of what we had when I still talk with her

I say I'm okay when I'm not okay
I'm driving myself insane
What is this thing I pleaded
I'd do anything to have it all back and make everything go alright

it is currently 3am and I have not yet taken you deep into my mind, this is just the beginning