We Belong To Him (Bts Gang AU)

Chapter 5

Tae P. O. V. -

I woke up the next morning alone in an empty bed, I was kinda disappointed because I expected Jungkook to be there but I shrugged it off. I slowly stood up feeling everyone muscle in my body burn. My neck and arm were throbbing again but I wanted to go see how RM was doing. I opened the door and Jungkook stood there with a glass of water and two white pills. "Ohh no you don't. Get back in bed, you can't leave this room until you heal up." He said walking in closing the door behind him. "I need to go check on RM though. It's my fault he's hurt." I said frustrated. "No it's not, it's nobody's fault. Shit like this happens, and he is fine just has a few brusies. " He said handing me the pills. "Please? I swear it'll just be for a secopnd and I promise I won't leave the room till I'm better. " I pleaded. He took a deep breath and shook his head, "He's alseep right now, I'll get you when he wakes up, now take the pills. " He said sighing. "W-what are they? " I asked unsure because I've never seen these kinda pills. "Just take them. " He said again. I was about to refuse but I trusted Jungkook. I swollowed the pills with some water and sat back down. "I'm bored." I sigh. "I ordered you a TV, it'll be here tomorrow. I also got you somethings to draw and more notebooks and pencils. Also a speaker and headphones, and the guys are gonna be in here for a bit so you won't be lonely. " He said. "Y-you didn't have to. " I said feeling bad he spent more money on me. "I don't do it because I have to. I do it because you are a part of us, I do it because I want to. " He said. I looked over to the desk in the room and saw all the things he got me. I Shook my head  sighed. "I'm gonna go sleep for a bit, I'll make sure one of the guys comes up here for a bit. " Jungkook said. I nodded and grabbed a clean notebook with a pencil. The door opened and Jimin came in smiling holding a plate with eggs and bacon, "Morning! " He said. "Morning, and thank you. " I said as he handed me the plate. "How are you feeling?" He asked. "Like I'm walking through hell on fire. " I laugh. He chuckles and shakes his head. "Not even here for a week and got kidnapped and tortured. " He said. I shrug as I put a piece of bacon into my mouth. "I'm not dead. I'll be okay. " I said again not sure if I believed it. "Yeah I hope so... Anyways Jungkook said you finally decided to join us, what made you change your mind? " He asked. I shrugged and kept eating not really wanting to explain myself. "Okay, well what do you want to do? " Jimin asked. I looked over to him and gave him the 'really dude' look. "Right. It's not like you can move.... " he lightly laughed. "I'll just draw for now I guess. " I said starting to move my pencil on the paper but I couldn't make up anything to draw. "Try to draw Jungkook? " Jimin suggests playing music. "Can you pass me the colored pencils? " I asked him before starting on the drawing. He handed them to me and I set them down by my side starting to sketch him first.

*Time Skip*

It was around 9 when Jungkook walking in my room again holding a bunch of snacks and candy. "Hey, sorry I over slept. " He laughed, I nodded and closed the book I was drawing in. "Can I see RM now? " I asked hoping he'd say yes. He nodded and I stood up wincing. "J-just take it easy. " He said helping me up and to the door. "Ill be fine. " I say forcing a smile. We walked down the hallway and it felt like an eternity before reaching the door. Jungkook slowly opened the door and RM was laying down eating gummy bears. "Hey, how are you doing? " I asked sitting down on his bed. "I'm okay, hows you neck and arm? " He asked looking worried. "Haha doesn't even hurt anymore." I laugh earning a look from Jungkook. "That's good." He said looking relived. "I'm a bit sore but that's all, I should be okay by tomorrow. " He said smiling showing his dimples. "That's great, I'm glad your okay. I'm sorry about that night. " I say smiling sadly. "No, it's okay. It wasn't your fault, I'm just gald we are okay now." He sighed sitting up. I weakly smiled at him seeing him struggle to sit up due to the pain on his chest and sides. "I'll make it up to you, I promise. " I said lowly before walking out feeling myself close to my breaking point. I locked myself in my room while Jungkook was knocking trying to get me to open the door. I finally broke into a sob, it was all just to much. I killed someone, even if he was trying to kill us, even if he was a bad guy I took his life which made me just as awful. I could've died and Rm could've died all because I was scared to use the gun at the party. I've tried to not let it get to me but I couldn't help it anymore. I countinued crying while hugging my knees, I don't remeber the last time I cried this hard. I didn't realize the door opening until I heard Jungkooks voice. I looked up at him and for some reason started crying harder, I hated anyone seeing me cry. I hated the fact I'd look weak in front of the leader of one of the top dangerous gangs, but I don't think I was crying harder because of that. He sat down in front of me and hugged me, after a few seconds I clung on to him as if my life depened on it. I couldn't control my sobs anymore and I let them out crying into Jungkooks shirt. We stayed like that for a while and my sobs eventually turned into sniffs and hiccups. We didn't moved though, he still had his arms wrapped around me and I was still clinging on to him. I relaxed into his arms as my breathing slowly evened out. "C-can I sleep? " I asked lowly. He nodded and let me go standing up. He started walking the door when I went into slight panic. "W-wait!....C-can you stay again?... " I asked needed the warmth of his hug. He didn't hesitate to turn around and take off his shoes before climbing into the bed. He got under the covers and I clung onto his again while he softly stroke my hair. My breathing started matching his, and I fell into a deep sleep.

Jungkook P. O. V. -

Tae past out about an hour ago but I still couldn't sleep. He was hugging me and snoring lowly, I sighed and chuckled at the adorable sight. What was this kid doing to me? I mentally laughed. I got more comfortable and hugged Tae tightly. I kept trying to fall asleep but I couldn't. After another 20 minutes I drift to sleep.

*DREAM*
I was at the mall with Tae and he had a light pink hood with white pants and Grey shoes. He look amazing and so adorable with his hair all messed up, I couldn't help but smile.  "Can we get cookies? " He asked tugging me to the cart. We ordered three cookies and Tae got a small coffee. While we were walking looking at diffrent stores I felt Tae hold my hand and kinda blush looking away. "Ash we've been together for 2 months now and I still get shy around you!" He said playfully slapping my chest. I kept walking, smiling while holding his small hand. We walked to a bench so he could sit and eat when the guys showed up. RM and Jin held hands, and Jimin and Hobi held hands. Suga made a face because he was always thrid wheeling. "Well now what? We circled the mall a few time now, what do you guy want to do? " Suga asked. "Let's just go home, we'll find something to do later." Jimin said. We nodded and I stood up. I looked over at Tae who wasn't paying any attention because he was eating his cookie. "What am I gonna do with you kid? " I ask helping him up. "Hmm...  I don't know, maybeee.... Love me forever? " He giggled. "I'll love you forever troublemaker. " I said before kissing his cheek. "Alright let's go." RM said, Then we started walking away.

(Sorry I haven't uploaded till now, I've been really sick and I sleep most of the day. I'll start uploading like usual tho! And I'm also uploading on the other book to. Thank ya for continuing to read the storie lol it means a lot. Luv ya! ❤)