We Belong To Him (Bts Gang AU)

Chapter 9

Tae P. O. V. -

I really just did that. I made that stupid deal.  I groaned loudly, face palming. I'm such and idot!  "Hahah well looked like your in for it." RM said walking into my room. "I fucked up! " I say. "Don't curse, have some respect. But yeah you kinda did and very bad at that. " he said chucking. "What would he make me do if he won? " I asked worried. "It's Jungkook. Who knows" he laughed. "Anyways Jungkook said to get ready because he was gonna teach you somethings about fighting. " he said standing up and I nodded. "Ok, by the way is your real name RM or is it like a nickname?" I asked curious. "Just a Nick name, my real name is Namjoon." He said walking out. I threw on Grey sweats and a white muscle shirt and went down stairs to see jungkook and jimin talking. "RM said you needed me." I say. "Yeah, your coming with us for a bit." Tae said. "Uhh...alright, w-where are we going?" I asked wondering if he had another test planed. "Just to practice a few things, are you ready?" Jungkook said texting someone on his phone. "Y-yeah." I say and then we leave the house. "Sit back, its gonna be a while." Jimin said as he buckled his seatbelt. I felt the palms of my hand sweat and i kept my glaze lowered. I really hoped i wouldnt have to kill anyone else or shoot anyone again, i knew it came with the job but i wasnt ready to do it again. I wasnt ready to take another life or put mine in danger again. I bit my lip nervously and messed with my sweats. "Rm said you were gonna teach me about fighting...." I say hiding the fear in my voice. "Yeah, and other stuff. " jungkook shrugged. I nodded and the rest of the ride was Jimin and Jungkook joking. Even if he did test me again, he wouldn't let me get hurt. I trusted him, i just.... I dont think im ready to become like them. I dont want to get to the point where i dont feel bad after becuase ive done it so much. I know I'll have to eventually, i was just really scared about it. I sighed loudly when we pulled into a huge drive way at a huge house. The ride took almost 45 minutes and the entire time i was eternally panicing. I got out of the car and shoved my hands in my pocket walking with them while Jimin unlocked the door. "Annnddd I'm home!" Jimin said smiling. "H-home?" I asked. "Yeah all the guys have thier own house, multiple houses actually. We all just stay there most of the time, these houses are for emergencys. Thats why we have so many but we've never had to use them much unless someone gets mad and leaves to cool down." Jungkook said. I nodded and followed Jungkook to the back of the house to a huge matted room. "Okay, Jimin is the best fighter out of all of us so he's gonna show you some things while i watch, and after I'll practice with you." Jungkook explained, but i was still expecting a secreat plan. "Okay well lets start then." Jimin said pulling off his hoodie leaving him shirtless in loose black pants. "So I'm gonna start you off with simple defence tactics and well go from there." Jimin said and i nodded. He walked over to me and showed me how to defend myself when someone tried to punch my face and stomach, at first it was fairly easy but everything escalated when he startes to actually hit me. He was really fast with his hands and even tho he wasnt punching with his full strength it was still extremly painful. I wasdistracted by my thoughts when i saw him swing his fist at my stomach and tried to move or block him but i was to slow. "Damn it Tae, Focus!" He said looking frustrated. "S-sorry." I said and we started over again but i was still too slow and my mind kept wondering. "Tae you need to lift your arms to keep your face covered and move your feet!" Jimin explained for about the 5th time. I sighed and shook my head. "Tae, what is keeping you so distracted? Do i need to go out there and show you myself?" Jungkook daid sounding annoyed. "Im trying!" I say crossing my arms. "Your not focused. Your not trying." Jungkook said. "Whatever." I muttered and Jimin swung his hamd again. This time i dogged it and punched his said that was left open. He smirked and started hitting faster, I kept moving and didnt stand in one spot for too long when he tripped me and grinnex down at me. "Damn it Jimin." I said breathing heavy, everything hurt so bad and my head was hurting so bad. "Im going easy on you, your not focused." Je said pulling me up. "Take a break Jimin." Jungkook said standing up and walking over to me. "What has you distracted?" He asked and i rolled my eyes. "I'm fine." I sigh. He swung his arm and hit me in the arm causing me to stumble back. "Whats got you distracted?" He asked again. "I said nothing." I say again. He punched my stomach then my side before tripping me making me land on my stomach. "Really?" I half yelled. "What has you distracted?" He said again. I stayed silent and stood up, he tried to knee my side again but i moved and tried to punch him in the face but he grabbed my fist and twisted it around my back pushing me against the matted floor. "Whats wrong with you?" He asked refusing to let me go. My shoulder was throbbing and i was sure he'd probaly break it if he went any higher. "Stop!" I said in pain. "Tell me." He said adding more pressure. I felt my eyes water and bit down on my lip. I didn't want to say anything because i didnt want to look weak in front of them anymore. I already cried so many times and i didn't need them to look down on me or pitty me anymore. I stayed silent and he didnt move at all, Jimin was now staring at us puzzled at the fact i hadn't broke yet. I winced as he added even more pressure. "Jimin why don't you tell him about the time I almost broke wrist." He said. "Uhh...well I...use to have a really bad habit of refusing to eat anything with out throwing it up. I-i...uh only ate about every 10 days....when he found out he tried making me eat, and i refused for about 2 days and his patiences got thin. He had me in that position but a little diffrent in a chair while suga feed me.... I eat now though, and im better. Please belive that he just wants the best for you." Jimin spoke. (Im sorryyyy guysss!!!! I know eating disorders are bad and itt makes me sad to think he did that to himself, i just thought itd fit good in the story. But eating dissorders are no joke, and im not trying to offend anyone. Jimiin is a good person amd i love him so much!!) I shook my head sighing in defeat. "P-please let me go." I asked one more time. He loosened his grip but he didn't let me go fully. "I-i-its just everything. Im not ready for all this, but no one ever is. And its hard, but im doing my best. K-k-killing that guy makes me feel guilty, an-d i keep thinking I'll have another test an have to kill again...im not ready to do that again...but i know ill have to sooner or later....im trying to accept it." I confesed feeling myself tense up even more. Jungkook let go, and i let out a breath of relief and brought it up to my chest because it was still throbbing. "Keeping something like that locked up will mess you up badly. Your first kill is hard but it gets easier as you keep remembering that its only to survive. Once your in theres no out so now its survial Tae. Your not alone, even if you dont completly belive it you have 6 guys right there with you. Your human and these emotion cones with that, nobody is ever going to Judge you because of how you feel ever. If anything you have all of our support. " Jimin said standing right in front of me. "And im not going to make you kill anyone else for a test, you already proved yourself with the incident at the party, you weren't suppose to kill yet, im sorry you had to." Jungkook said pulling me into a tight hug. "Can we go home now?" I asked hearing my voice crack as i hugged him back. "Yeah, I'll get Jin to look at your arm he's the one who knows about the medical stuff." Jungkook said leading us out of the room. "What exactly does everyone do, Like thier position and what they are good at?" I asked. "Uh, I'm the leader, i make deals and approve of shit. I also tell them what to do when doing a job and how they should handle things. Jimin is the best fighter among the group, he does most of the physical work and is the fastes. Jin makes sure everyone is okay, he cooks for us and hes good with guns and mediacl things. RM counts money and hackes anything we need, hes also very intimidating when he want to be. Jhope deals with the drugs, he gets them to where they neex to be and makes sure everything goes right. Suga helps out with everything really but hes the best driver, and snipper. He usally covers me and the others and he'll do whatever it takes to get everyone home safely." Jungkook explained. "So...what would i be doing then?" I asked. "Im not sure, i think you'll probably be the right hand man and help everyone with everything." He shrugged and I nodded. "What else were we suppose to do today?" I asked. "Well do that tomorrow, i need suga for that." Jungkook said. I nodded and relaxed laying my head on the window before darkness comsumed me.

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