We Belong To Him (Bts Gang AU)

Chapter 18

Taehyung P.O.V-

I woke up while it was dark outside. I looked around to see Jungkook and Namjoon asleep on chairs. My entire body ached. Memories flooded my mind and a park of me wished I wouldn't have ever woken up. "Hey..." I heard Jungkook whisper and leaned down to kiss me. I stopped him knowing what he had done to my uncle. "Thank you for saving me, I owe you. But that doesn't change a thing. You lied to me. You murdered him. So I'm done." I said trying not to speak so loud because my chest hurt. "Tae...I'm sorry, okay. Please let me explain." He said looking at me through glossy eyes. "No, I won't give you another opportunity to lie to me." I said looking away. "No, I won't give up on us Tae, please listen to what I have to say." He pleaded. J couldn't look at him or I'd cave in. "Please Jungkook, go away." I said watching his broken expression. I started crying which caused me extrem pain. "I'll go get jin." Namjoon said waking up. "Please get Jimin for me." I whispered. Jungkook sat in his chair tears flowing down his face. Jin and Jimin came inside and Jungkook left. "How long have I slept?" I asked. "A week." Jin answered. "Thank you for helping me." I says still crying. "Oh stop that!! You'll hurt yourself more." Jin said. "When will I be healed enough to move?" I asked quietly. "In about a week, dont move too much, take these for the pain, and sleep. I'll check on you soon." He said as I nodded. Jimin stayed behind waiting for Jin to leave. "I need your help." I cried. "I can't stay here, I'm grateful for all you guys have done. But you all knew about my Uncle, you all lied. And I can't be here and see him everyday, I would rather die then feel this heart ache. Jimin please help me leave this place." I continued. "Look, I know this isn't the best place for you but are you sure about leaving. We wont look for you. We can't protect you out there Tae." Jimin said calmly sitting down. " I dont want protection, I don't even want to be alive right now Jimin. It's too much." I cried trying to ca km m down. "Look i can arrange a few things for you, a passport, transportation,  money, a place to live. But once you leave I can't bring you back. You'll have a new identity and it'll be protected. Jungkook and everyone here loves you, all I ask is that you listen to him." Jimin says blinking away a few tears. "I want to. Believe me I do. But I can't believe him anymore. What if it's all lies, what if he never loved me?" I sobbed. "We all lied to you. But we protected you. We healed you. What makes you think I wont tell him about you planning to leave? You know he'll do whatever to keep you here." Jimin says looking like stone. "Because out of everyone, you knew this wasn't the right place for me." I said looking down. "And tell him. Do it. I'll just find another way out." I said crying.  "Okay, fine. Damn it. I'll help you, but you need to heal first. Also you have to talk to Yoongi. Just listen to him." Jimin said taking a drink of patron. "Thank you Jimin." I said grateful. He nodded and left the room.

*Time Skip*
(5 days later.)

I could stand up and walk around now. I just couldn't lift my arms or lay on my chest. Jimin had set everything up for me to leave. I hadn't seen Jungkook at all since the day I spoke to Jimin, and no one really talked to me about what happened that night. Today Yoongi was supposed to come up for our talk. I didn't know what to expect, I was scared. I didn't know if I wanted to hear what he had to say. I stood up grabbing a blank piece of paper and a pencil. I heard a knock and yoongi came inside. "Hey, how are you doing?" He asked sitting down. "Better I'm almost healed." I chuckled. "That's really good...but not what I was talking about." He said making eye contact with me. I sat down on the bed and began drawing. "I'm doing fine." I lied. I couldn't feel more pathetic, used, and broken. "Bullshit. I'm not gonna make you talk about it, your not ready. But I will tell you that your making a mistake. You leaving wont change what happened to you. Jungkook and everyone else is a mess. Everyone knows about your little plan to run away except for kook. Everyone is helping, including me. But before you leave you need to talk to him. You nearly died.  He loves you. Talk to him. It's not what it looks like, he may have lied but it was at the cost of your safety." Yoongi said lighting a cigarette. "It hurts Yoons. My heart aches more than my body ever will." I said tears spilling down my face. "I know. Running away will never make it better. Here we are family. Here we have each other. Now, I'm calling him in here in 15 minutes so clean yourself up." Yoongi said standing up to leave before I could protest. My
chest started to feel heavy again so I layed down and took some pain killers. I continued to draw until I heard the door creek open. Jungkook stood there looking like shit. He was pale and looked starved. His knuckles bloody and he reeked of alcohol. "Hey..." I said my heart beating rapidly. "Hey." He said smiling a sad smile. "Why does it feel like your gonna say good bye?" He whispered running his thumb across my cheek. I cried, I didn't realize how bad I needed to feel his touch. Or hear his voice. "I'm sorry baby." He cried. "Tell me the truth." I whispered not trusting myself to be any louder. "Your Uncle...uh he was in too deep. He wanted out but with everything that he had done, he'd have a price on his head no matter what for the rest of his life. Someone leaked the fact he had a nephew... he would have done anything to protect you. He told me to leave him there, that way he was dead. They wouldnt go looking for you. After a year we met at that club, and everything since then happened. I know you're leaving. I'm their leader for a reason. I knew for day one you had a plan. And I'll let you go. Your Uncle left these for you, they are letters, I was going to give them to you after your birthday but here. Taehyung I love you. I am so deeply in love with you that these past few days have made me feel like I'm drowning waiting for you to save me. The last moments I have with you I will always cherish. I don't want you to leave this place. I want you to stay, for me. Or them. I beg you not to leave. I need you Tae. I won't stop you if leaving if your decision but I need you to know I will never give up on you. I will never let you go. I will always wait for you. I love you and being without drives me insane, but I need you to be happy. So I will watch you leave." Jungkook said his eyes never leaving mine as he cried silently. He held my hands tightly and ohh couldn't help but sob pulling his hands to my face kissing them softly. I pulled him into a tight hug taking in his scent, feeling him, and allowing myself to need him again. "P-please stay." He sobbed holding me close almost as if I'd dissapear when he let me go. "Okay...but no more lies, no more secrets. If I'm apart of this family now then I want to be treated like it no matter what." I said crying. Without another word he kissed me. A kiss filled with passion, an eager kiss, claming me as his. After a few minutes he pulled away, and held me close. "You need to shower." I said realizing he smelled horrible. He chuckled but shook his head no. "I'll be here when you get out, I Promise." I whispered kissing him. He stood up and decided to shower in my room. I looked down to the finished product of my drawing. It was Jungkook sitting at a VIP booth sipping on a glass of whiskey. The first time I ever saw him.