STAINED

Imperfection

Too much wrong decissions.

Too much doubts.

Too much dreadful sins.

Sins.........greater sins.

Sins............after sins.

Sinful mind,

Sinful thoughts,

Sinful heart,

Sinful body,

Sinful soul.

Wondered what I have done.

That I did not get help

When I wanted.

When I needed.

I was feeling helpless.

I was feeling hopeless.

I was feeling hurt.

I was feeling broken.

I was in pain.

Nobody noticed.

Cause always

I had a smile on my face.

Tears in my heart.

Torture in my mind.

Yet a smile.

A smile,

That did not shine

A smile,

That was not true.

Fake.......So fake.

Everything, everyone.

Nobody, no one is there.

When u need 'em.

Desperately.

But in those days,

And the days before that,

And the days after that.

I was wrong.

So damn wrong.

My God!

He was there with me,

When nobody was.

When nobody was on my side.

When nobody wanted me.

When everyone hated me.

I can't deny the truth.

I've made many mistakes.

But I'm just a girl.

A human,

Not perfect.

Yet they wanted me to be

Perfect.

Making me feel like being

Imperfect was a crime.

A crime,

that nobody would dare to

commit.

--Scribbled
(Mine)

P/N :

Thank y'all for giving my works a shot. I'm so thankful and greatful. I'm so blessed to have everything I have.

Imperfections are beautiful 'coz they make you different from anybody else. They make you beautiful. You are beautiful just the way you are.

Please continue reading below.
This is not related to my poetry but I wanted y'all to know that :

If you are very depressed or having suicidal thoughts please seek help and advises from professionals. Remember you matter. Maybe you don't think you do but you do matter.

Tysm Syeda_Zara for making amazing covers ♥♥♥