Always with you

Chapter 4

Alexander Zverev, December 2016.

I don't want this anymore - She said with tears on her face.

I know, but you can't give up, I need you - I said trying to hold back the tears.

I feel so much pain Sascha -She said in a broken voice, my tears fell.

I would give anything to avoid all your pain I ... I love you Helena.-

I love you too, Sascha, but I can't do this to you, not you.

Stop thinking about that - I interrupted her

Sascha, you would be happier without me.-

No! - raise my voice

Just look at me, I could never make you happy

You already make me happy Helena - I look her in the eyes completely desperate - You're not going to get away from you

Could you at least promise something? -

What is it? -

Promise me that I will not be a distraction from your tennis

You are not a distraction, you are my motivation-

Two months ago you abandoned a tournament for me, I do not want that-

You needed me, I was not going to leave you - I said with confidence in my words - and I would do it again,

You see, that's what I don't want it , tennis is important to you.-

You are important to me too.-

I know, you are also for me, but I feel terribly bad, when I see a match of yours that you can't focus on because of me -tears reappeared. I hasten to dry them with my thumbs.

Find a way to face all this together, just ... we just have to fight together, ok? -

Ok, together- She said with more decision

I approached her still holding my hands on her face and kissed her, kissed her until we heard a false cough.

Dad!-said Helena embarrassed

The nurse will come in a few minutes for your next test - he said kindly but with a remarkable tiredness in his voice

Ok - she said while nodding her head

I'll wait outside -I said to Helena, I kissed her forehead and left not before greeting Mr. Murray.

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Hello there!  Here is a new chapter, is short, but it is emotional. I hope you like it, don't forget to leave your opinion in the comments.

Besos Cat:)!