November 28th, 2013; 9:21 pm.
Dear Luke,
I don't really sleep anymore. I get about an hour and a half every night, but it's filled with horrible nightmares, so I don't really count that as sleep.
I went out today. People saw the bags around my eyes and my tear stained cheeks, and they moved around me, like I was infected with a highly contagious disease. All I want is to look normal again.
I feel like I'm lost at sea and slowly drowning on the inside. It's getting worse day by day.
I don't know if I can get up and continue anymore. I didn't think that you'd ever leave, especially the way you did. I wasn't prepared for all of this to come back.
"I thought you were my sunshine, with gleaming rays,
always bright in the darkest of days.
I thought you were my moonlight, with silver light,
always willing to help me win my fight.
But you were a lie,
and left me to die."
I wrote that, Luke. Just for you. I hope you like it.
-Ashley
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