Letter #5

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November 26th, 2013;  7:29 pm. 

Dear Luke,

I woke up at 11:45 today.  Never before have I slept in that late.  It's just not me.  

I know I shouldn't be lingering on you; I just can't help it.  You became my happiness after you saved me.  Dating the person that made you feel like you're worth it is amazing, but when they leave you, it burns like fire and tastes like poison. 

I hate you for making me feel the way I do.  It's your fault I fell back into my old habits today.  I couldn't take it anymore.  Once Becca left, I ran to the bathroom and dug through all my drawers and I couldn't find it.  I knew you hid it a few days before you left.

You just didn't want to be the reason for the marks on my wrist.

Well, it's too late for that.

-Ashley

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