5SOS Preferences/Imagines

Ill Miss You C.H.

Summary: Calum's leaving for tour

Rating: PG

I helped Calum Carry his bags out the door even though he didn't want me too he knows that i get weak when I'm upset but I insisted. We weren't smiling and it was fairly quiet. there's nothing I can do about him leaving, I obviously don't want Cal to leave but he has to for tour, I just wish it wasn't for so long. I feel so alone without him. I nicely shove his bags into the trunk of my glossy car, he helps me with them.

"I've got the rest," he says. I nod not wanting to bicker about it because it just wasn't the time. I get into the drivers seat. I start the car and right when I put my hand on the wheel, Calums hand slipped over mine, it was warm and he intertwined our fingers and kept looking forward. I frowned a little and started driving. we kept our hands glued together the whole time. about 20 minutes of silence and me silently crying to myself, tears marked my cheeks. I pulled up to the airport and parked. my mouth was dry and I had no more tears left to shed. he unlocked my hand from his and went to the trunk.

"I'll carry it," he smiled. He picked up the bags. "I love that shirt on you, where is it from?" he tryed to lighten the mood and make me forget the fact the my 1 year boyfriend is going on tour for 4 and 1/2 months.

I looked down at my shoes. "uh, I'm not really sure, I can't remember" I sigh, I wasn't even thinking about where I got my shirt. I was imagining life without Calum. miserable.

He hugged my close after placing the bags by his feet, we were sat on the chair not only waiting for the other lads but we had about a half and hour. I wanted to spend it wise, but it was really hard to do that, one because I can already see fans starting to crowd, and two there's not a lot to do in an airport. soon after the other Band mates arrived all hell broke lose, security was crowding us, plus a bundle of screaming girls, some holding there phone in there air for a selfie, I was being pushed in all directions, so was Cal and the other lads. it was hectic and as the women's voice on the loud speaker annoced his flight, I tired to hug him, I tried to kiss him goodbye, I tired to talk to him. but all I could hear was;

"Calm down"

"Calum!! selfie!!"

"LUKE!"

"OH MY FUCKING GOD I LOVE YOU!!!"

"OVER HERE!"

"EW Y/N IS HERE"

"LOOK. AT. HOW. CUTE. MASHTON. IS."

etc. it was hard, he could barley hear me. I tired to again say goodbye or see you later and give him a nice hug and kiss but security held me back.

"Miss, they have to go!"

"That's my boyfriend!" I stated pointing to Calum, I could see his eyes searching for me through the crowd. he was pulled by Ashton to the doorway to the plane. I cried out.

"Please!!" I screamed. he nodded a 'no' and held me back as I saw calum and the lads disappear from sight.