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    I ran to the bathroom, sobbing on my knees. I covered my ears to stop the voices, but they didnt stop. "Stop! Stop! Stop!" I yelled repeatedly. But they didnt stop. My hand was dragging me to a something sharp. A razor. I refused to grab it but I still did. Why am I afraid to die? What is stopping me? I wanted the pain to end so why cant I just end it now? I held it above my wrist but someone grabbed me. "Levi stop!" I looked up and saw Hanji. I dropped my razor and sobbed even more. "Im sorry Hanji. I dont know what I was thinking."  "Its fine. I know your going through a rough time, but the past is in the past, Levi. I dont really want to sound like an ass to you, but its time you open up and forget about everything. Maybe new friends can help you. Its your choice though if you want to live like this."  Maybe she was right. Maybe she wasn't but I didnt want to live in the past nor feel alone anymore. I guess I will listen to her.

  Nothing can go wrong right?

(Time skip to a couple years later)

   I woke up to a familiar beeping. My alarm. Today was the first day of college and also the day to see who will be our roommates. I dragged my feet to the restroom and washed my teeth and did other stuff. "OMG IM SOO EXCITED LEEVI!" Hanji yelled, exploding my eardrum..again. "Yeah yeah four eyes. Now shut up." I was excited too but I didnt show it. We packed our stuff and left.

  We made it to the college and went to our dorms. Sadly Hanji got a different room number than I so I was going to meet new people. I guess its an advantage, but Im not the type to make friends. I opened the door with my key and was met with two people. A girl and a guy. "Oh hey my name is Isabel!" The red headed girl said. "My name is Farlan!" The blonde one said. "Im Levi." I said while unpacking. "Well Levi I hope we get know each other more. Farlan and I already know each other so your the only one new here."   "Cool." I said not really caring about them. "Umm...what do you like to do?" Farlan asked me. What do I like to do? Oh yeah. "Clean."  "WHAT?!!" They yelled at the same time. "I said I liked to clean. So I dont want to be with filthy pigs like you guys so Im leaving" Before I made my way out they grabbed my arm. "Come on Levi! We want to be your friends! We promise to keep the place clean! Just trust us please!" My eyes widened. They want to be my friend? "Alright. I trust you guys even though we only met like 5 minutes ago."   "Yay! Thank you Levi!" Isabele said hugging me. I smiled. I felt happy.

    Farlan, Isabele, and I were walking to college. "Hey Levi lets see your schedule!" I got it out and gave them my schedule. Apparently, all of us have the same classes. "Well thats cool how we all have the same classes." Farlan said. I nodded. It was great. I wouldn't have to be alone the whole time. As we were walking, I spotted four eyes. "Hey four eyes!" Hanji quickly ran over to me, dragging a tall blonde man with huge eyebrows with her. "Hey Levi! Oh I see you have already made new friends! Me too! Erwin this is Levi. Levi this is Erwin! How about you guys?"  "Im Isabel!"  "Im Farlan!" We all talked while walking until four eyes and eyebrows needed to part ways.

     It was finally the end of the day which means we have to go to our dorms. Throughout the whole day, Isabel, Farlan, and I have never left each others side. Except to go to restroom, but besides that we have never left each other. It was like we were glued with each other, even though they only met me like couple hours ago. Yet they gained my trust. We walked into our dorm and we all collapsed on our beds. "College is boring." Isabel complains. "Its a pain in the ass." I groaned. Farlan just mhmed. I looked at the floor and saw how there clothes were scattered. I immediately turned angry. "Listen you little shits. In case you guys have forgotten, I like clean places. And you guys promised to keep the place clean so right now is the time to prove it." They quickly got up and got the clothes from floor and neatly folded them. "Is that good Levi?" Farlan asked. I nodded. For some reason, I felt like I knew them for years. They felt like family. "Well Goodnight Levi! Goodnight Izzy!"   "Goodnight!"   "Night." I said closing my eyes.

I cant loose them.

**this is a short chapter also so, sorryy. Ill update as soon as possible so i wont keep you guys waiting. see yaaa!**

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