you hurt me (ereri) [DISCONTINUED]

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**unedited**

Levis POV

   I woke up by the beeping of my alarm. I hated my life so bad at the moment. I wanted to die. No one would care except probably Hanji. I don't know why Im actually getting ready to go to school. Whats the reason? Just so people can look at me in disgust and call me harsh names? I dragged my feet to walk to school. I really didnt want to go, but something is making me go.
  
   After a long walk, I was finally at the hell hole they call 'school'. Why am I even here again? As I entered, I got ugly looks from people and many names such as 'whore' 'cockslut' 'slut' 'fag' you name it. I wasnt suprised. All I did was stare at the ground in shame. Maybe I was a slut. Maybe I was a whore. Maybe I am desperate for Eren. I started to walk to first period to get rid of some of the looks and names.
  
   As I entered the classroom, I saw Eren and his friends already there. Eren was smiling and laughing like nothing had happened. He just ignored me the whole time. He wasnt sorry for what he has done?Did he not care that he hurt someone badly?
  
   I couldnt hold the pain anymore. Was the reason to remind me how weak I was? I got up to go to the restroom but before I made it out, someone tripped me making me fall on the floor. I saw it was Jean, Eren's friend. "Oops sorry slut." Everyone started laughing at me and mimicking my moans. Including Eren. I couldnt hold it in anymore. I ran off and let my tears fall.

   I ended up skipping the school day. It was useless knowing that I will just get teased and made fun of. I was in my room, laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Why me? Why did it have to be me? Why do I have to go through this? Did I not feel enough pain? Im really am weak. I let my heart get the best of me. How pathetic.

   I wanted to runaway. I wanted to leave everything in the past. Maybe I should move? I guess that will do. Germany would be great. My parents got married there. I remember I loved it. I always asked my parents if we could move there but all they said was 'one day'. Since there gone, I guess Ill be moving alone. Before I leave though I called Hanji so I can hear her annoying voice one last time.

"Hey Levi! Whatcha calling for now?"

"Hanji Im moving to Germany so I just called to say goodbye."

"WHAT?! No way your leaving by yourself! Im moving with you. Wether you like it or not!"

I sighed. Its not like I have a choice.

"Fine Hanji. Im buying your ticket but make sure you pay me back. Also be ready by tomorrow morning. Dont keep me waiting. See you tomorrow four eyes."
With that I hung up.

  Hanji is like a mom/sister to me. She reads me like an open book. She knows when Im in pain. She knows when I lie. Shes seen my mask break. Shes been there for me when I needed someone to cry on because she knows Im all alone.

  I laid on my bed, staring at my ceiling once again. I get to restart huh? Maybe I wont be the nerd of the school in my new school. Maybe Ill get a chance to feel 'popular'. I closed my eyes and let darkness overcome me.

Germany here I come.

**short chapter i know. i will try to make the next one longer. i will update soon so see ya!**