you hurt me (ereri) [DISCONTINUED]

7

 **contains more cussing than usual i guess**

(Time skip to Monday)

  I woke up and checked the time. It was pretty early. Perfect! I get to see the mysterious person from the park today! I quickly got dressed and went to the small kitchen that the dorms have. "What's up with waking up early today, Eren?"   "I have an important mission to do. Ill tell you later!" I got my stuff and went to find the room that he is in. I stood there waiting till he comes out. I got wierd looks but I just shrugged it off.

I wonder...Why am I so determined to know this person? What if its just some wierdo or some suicidal bastard? Or Maybe its just a nobody? Or maybe-

My thoughts were interrupted by footsteps from the other side. I quickly positioned myself infront of the door so I can see them perfectly and vice versa. The door knob then started to turn. The door finally opened, revealing a familiar person. He had jet black hair styled in an undercut. His eyes were a metallic color. His face hiding any signs of emotions.

"L-Levi?" 

His eyes widened slightly, but they turned back to normal. "Move, Jaeger. I dont have time for you." He shoved me away and left. But I chased after him. I grabbed his arm so he can hear what I have to say. "Listen Levi! Im sorry. I was just a kid and I didnt know what  I was doing..Once you left I actually missed you. I developed a crush on you but I was a jerk and didnt notice before. Sorry Levi that I was stupid enough to not know sooner. Maybe we can forget about what happened in our past?" I expected a 'Its okay Eren. I forgive you. We all make mistakes.' but boy I was wrong.

Suddenly I felt something hit my cheek. It stung badly.

"Your fucking with me right? You were just a kid? We were fucking like 17 years old! We were already old enough to know how to make life decisions dumbass. And you missed me? Dont make me laugh. Oh and you developed a crush on me? Spare me please. Im not falling for your games again. And was a jerk? You still are. You dont know how it feels to be a stupid 'nerd' and fall for the popular kid of the school. You dont know how it feels to have sex with the person you love then confess to them, only to hear 'Sorry I dont love you. I just used you'. You dont know how it feels when the person you love humiliates you in social media. You dont know how it feels to get called slut, whore, fag, and other shit names. You dont know how it feels wanting to die because your life is so easy on you, Jaeger. I loved you so much Eren. I thought I had a chance, but I was wrong. Your hurt me badly. So shut up with your sorry if you dont mean it."

He then left, leaving me there dumbfounded. I started walking because I noticed I was just standing there like an idiot. I walked into my first class, which I had with Mikasa and Armin. "Eren! What happened!?" Oh yeah I forgot. Levi slapped me. "Umm nothing to worry about. It was an accident." The teacher then came in greeting us with "Hello Class, how are you today?".

Throughout the whole day, I couldnt stop thinking about what Levi said. He changed. He was always afraid to talk to me. I loved feeling popular. No one ever picked on me. I would be the on to pick on them. I thought I would get more popular if I be a jerk. I remember when I went to junior high here, I met some friends. Their name were Isabel and Farlan I think. They were pretty fun to hang around with, but I became friends with some popular kid. He saw me hanging out with them and told me to stop because they were nobodies. I then picked on them calling them idiots and telling them they are the worst friends I ever had. And with that they stopped talking to me. I was really stupid in junior high.

It was finally the end of the day, meaning we can go to our dorms. I walked in my room and flopped on my bed. Today was a pretty tiring day. Maybe I should take a nap.

My parents, Mikasa and I moved to America from Germany, which meant I have to go to ahother school. I entered my new school with Mikasa, my adopted sister, really scared. Why? Well What if Im not a popular kid like I was in my other school?

Mikasa and I walked to our lockers and met a blonde hair coconut guy. "Uhh hey?"   "Hey! My name is Armin! And you guys?"   "Im Eren. Thats Mikasa."    "You should sit with us at lunch!" I nodded.

I followed Armin to the lunch table. There were a lot of people sitting down staring at me. "Whos that shitface Armin?"  This horseface guy asked, "Oh shut the hell up horse face!" We argued until Mikasa separated us. We all talked and befriended eachother. In curiosity I looked around the lunchroom. A pair a silver eyes caught my attention. He was talking with some girl with a ponytail and glasses. It was just them two. "Hey guys, whos that?" I pointed to the guy. For some reason they started laughing. The guy named Reiner wrapped an arm around my neck, still laughing. "That guy? He is the nerd of the school. Hes soo lonely. All he has is one friend!" They laughed. I started to laugh along with them. I dont want him to ruin my reputation.

All of us started to get really close with each other like a family. Everyone then titled me as the popular kid. Thats when the guy noticed me. He would blush every time we made eye contact. Every time I would see him, I felt something, but I ignored it.

I wanted to get rid of it. Later during the year I found out he had a liking on me because his friend was being too loud. Maybe I should do something to make him not like me anymore and so I can get rid of this stupid feeling.

Thats when it all happened. I struggled to post the video, but I know it was worth it. The video got like 20 comments filled with perverted men and classmates that despise him. The next day he showed up to school to get laughed at. We were in first period and he asked to use the restroom. Before he made it out though, Jean tripped him. He laughed at him while people were mimicking his moans. He ran out of the class crying. I laughed along even though deep down I knew I didnt want to. I felt bad. I felt guilty.

Later we noticed he never came back to school again. We thought he killed himself so we felt really bad. Once highschool was over with, we had to go to college. My mom told me we were moving to Germany to go to a college over there because their colleges are good. I told my friends about it and they wanted to come with me. Of course I let them. They are like family. We started college which is a big pain, but it pays off. One day, my friends told me that Levi comes to the same college as us but I just ignored them and told them what if its just a look a like. I mean Levi killed himself right?

I was wrong though. He was alive and different. He isnt the Levi I knew.

**unedited. also im trying to rush things a lil bit soo thats why its kinda messy and shitty. also oml who else hates waiting for a new episode every week (aot/snk season 3) like cmon man :( anywhoo ill update soon as i can. see ya.**