Mackenna
Sunday 9th September 2018
I woke entangled between arms, once I looked to see Zach and Corbyn the occurrences of last night flooded back.
I detangled myself from the two once I had the feeling I was going to throw up, running to the bathroom and hanging my head over the toilet
"Are you okay?!" Zach came rushing in
"Yeah, I think everything's making me sick to the point when I'm physically sick" I motioned to the toilet
"You got to take it easy" he smiled taking me back to the bed. Once Zach had fell back to sleep I made my way downstairs
"Good morning sunshine" Sam chirped, I sat down staring blankly at the wall "are you okay?" I nodded
"Did you two hear the throwing up this morning?" Eve asked coming into the kitchen, I raised my hand "you heard it?" I shook my head
"It was me" I signed
"How come?" Sam asked, I shrugged "why are you not talking?" I shrugged again, I didn't feel like talking. I watched the exchange glances but I zoned out staring at the wall again
"I left Zach asleep in you bed" Corbyn said to me now joining us, I was listening to their conversation but I was still staring, I felt so empty
"She's not talking" Eve informed him
"I made breakfast" sam squealed placing plates in front of all of us putting one aside for Zach, I presume Bella already left for work considering she's the only one that does really work on a Sunday.
I sat and ate whilst the rest were in their own conversation this included Zach once he had awoken.
"How is he?" I heard Corbyn say into the phone, I turned my full attention to him "she exactly the same" he looked at me "he did?! That's pretty bad Jonah"
"What happened?" Zach asked after Corbyn put the phone down
"Daniel cried so much he threw up" this statement just made me feel worst than I all ready did, I got and walked upstairs
I looked at the photos on the wall opposite my bed, mostly of Daniel and I, I stared at them with an aching pain
"Did you make the right choice?" I heard Corbyn say from the door frame
"Probably not" I shrugged
"It's not too late to go back" he smiled
"It is, I've caused us both more pain than I intended" I looked back to the photos "I mean he cried to the point where he threw up, that's on me no one else"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't tell anyone corb"
"I could of helped you" he came closer to me
"How? We never saw each other!"
"I never see Christina and we still work!" He raised his voice back
"That's because you make it work!"
"You and Daniel could of made it work! Christina lives in New York Kenna! You and Daniel live down the road!"
"Stop comparing us to you and Christina! News flash Daniel and I are not you and Christina! I can't help it if I felt like I couldn't make it work! I gave up! I gave up on what I loved! You haven't!"
"You didn't have to give up!"
"Corbyn you don't understand! I gave up! Because I loved him! I loved him so much! I figured that how much it hurt me it was hurting just as much! I wanted to relieve that hurtful ness, not for me but for him" I sighed "I didn't think it would of hurt us both so bad"
"You didn't want to cause me pain?" I looked to the door way which stood Daniel and Jonah
"I can't do this" I signed to Corbyn, he just nodded
I studied Daniel more, red puffy eyes with dark sleep bags under them, he had a crying and sleepless night. I hurt him, I hurt someone I love so much
"I'm sorry" I walked past the two running down the stairs
"Please!" Daniel said shouted from the top
"Danny, I can't" I looked at him "I hurt everyone around me, I caused you more pain than intended"
"I don't care" he started to walk down the stairs
"I do! I'm going out and when I come back I expect you to be gone" he shook his head "please" I begged "I don't want to hurt you anymore" I walked out the door
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