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Mackenna

Wednesday 12th September

"How are you feeling?" Christina asked through FaceTime

"Better, refreshed but still broken" she nodded "I thought I would of caused less pain by ending things, we never saw each other but I guess I hurt both of us either way"

"I understand where you're coming from, what about your throwing up? Does anyone know besides me?" She asked

"No" I sighed "Zach knew about me throwing up once, it's like at 5 maybe 6 in the morning" she gasped

"You don't think your pregnant do you?" She asked "I mean it's a possibility when was the last time you know?"

"About a month ago"

"And you've been throwing up for about a week now" she raised her eyebrows

"I mean" I started to panic "I could be but"

"Well do you have a test any where?"

"Bella" I thought "in her draw, I'll be back" I walked into Bella room going into her top draw to see a clear blue test, she has it for an emergency and I think this is an emergency, I walked back to my phone which was in my room.

"So go do it!" She exclaimed

"Alright" I let out a shaky breath walking into my bathroom, After I took the test I left it on this side. Christina and I sat in pure silence for two minutes awaiting the beep. It beep

"Go look" she said in a soft tone, I grabbed my phone walking over to the stick with my eyes closed "and open" I look down to see 'positive, 4-5 weeks'.

"Christina" I cried

"So?"

"I'm pregnant" I sat on the floor

"Are those happy tears of sad?" She asked unsure

"Both, I cant tell Daniel"

"Why not?"

"We're not together, he goes on tour again in 2 days and won't be back for months. I'm going to start showing, I can't be here in L.A, it's too risky" I ranted

"Calm down, breathe being worked up isn't going to be good for the baby's health"

"Can i come stay with you?" She nodded "I'm mean I'm nineteen, am I ready to be a mom?"

"You're Mackenna Rose Besson" she smiled "you can do anything"

"I can't do this"

"Do what?"

"Be a mom" I sighed packing my clothes into suit cases

"Honey, I wish I was there with you but let Corbyn be there" I gave her a confused look and right on cue there was knock on the door "I'll see you soon" she smiled and ended the call

I walked down stairs and opened the door

"Tell me it's not true Kenna!" Corbyn rushed in "tell me you're not actually considering moving to New York"

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