Random Oneshots

Am I Dreaming Or Hallucinating

I call up Ace's Mom saying Ace and I needed to have a talk she said okay sure Ace came over I sat on the bed drinking 3 bottles of Coke panicking I squeezed the sheets and clenched my hands scared of what she might think and do to me when she found out I saw her coming in I said Ace come here we need to talk she looked at me angrily I knew she still remembered what I did to her back then I knew she was pissed at me for it but I had to get what was on my chest off it my heart was pounding I tried so hard to stop that feeling she was so pretty I wished she would have felt in her heart the same love I felt for her she only knew I loved her sisterly that was true until I finally realized my hearts secret it hid from her and I releasing it's true nature and now I was about to share it with her what I felt I looked at her deep in the eyes and took a deep breath in and out saying Ace there's something I recently found out by my heart it well umm hided something from us she looked confused and said What? I bit my lip nervous to tell her so I took it slow it all started when you were being super sweet when you helped with my heartbreak with Chris I tried to ignore it at first thinking it's just a fluke but it got a lot more powerful that's when I realized it was my heart telling me something I never thought I was she said okay? I thought I loved Chris with all my heart but when you were there it appeared that I was not just thinking of Chris but someone else to she looked at me strangely saying what do you mean? Who? I said I thought I was crying just for Chris but it appeared when we were far apart that's when my heart gave everything I thought I was feeling came to be more then what it seemed to be it appeared I was crying for someone else to that made my world go bazerk and all so clear that I felt more connected to she came closer saying Sam what is going on your acting weird not like yourself are you okay maybe it's just the coke I told her I don't know if it's a dream I'm feeling Ace or I'm hallucinating but I seemed to really be drawn to this person and I can't shake the feeling that I'm actually feeling this way she said whatever it is it can't be that bad she touched my back as tears fell to my pants she said Sam tell me what's going on with... I slowly kissed Ace just a little peck on the lips pulling away embarrassed breathing heavily I'm so sorry it just came over me I...I know you might hate me now tears formed as I got off the bed running in the bathroom in tears sitting on the toilet crying screaming WHY HEART WHY DO I HAVE YOU!!! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND!!! I heard Ace run for the bathroom door opening it up my knees were filled with flooding tears yelling ACE YOU PROBABLY HATE ME NOW DO YOU GO AHEAD YELL AT ME!!! She ran up to me putting my head up well grabbing a tissue wiping the tears off my face saying it's okay Sam you could have just told me the truth when you started realizing it instead of acting like it was not happening it's who you are you were born that way I smiled slowly as she hugged me with all her might I wrapped my arms around her hugging her tight saying thanks for not flipping when I kissed you she said it's who you are and you just did not want me to be more pissed with you it's okay Sam if your that way I whispered my Phoenix thank you so much that means a lot to me she whispered in my ear I'm fine if your Bisexual okay it's who you are and I'm fine with that I felt me start to have happy tears she put on some music for us well we hugged I laughed with a little smile feeling that weight I felt on my shoulders suddenly lift off me I said can I kiss you again just once more before you go just a quick one don't worry I won't use my well you know on you I will never she said sure fine whatever I kissed her gently feeling the sense of being loved again she made all the pain go away I wrapped my arms around her neck my heart was pumping fast well I kissed her soft lips across with mine I felt a tear go down as she felt it on her nose I pulled away from her lips with my eyes like the girls from Stupid,Crazy,Love.

I blushed shy my heart finally spoke from my mouth Thank You that was amazing and so nice of you to let me do that. I wiped off from her lips a tear that fell well I was kissing her (without the tongue) I said can we slow dance a little to make me a little calmer she said yeah but let's not make this so awkward by slow dancing in the bathroom let's go to your room we went in my room Ace closed the door and curtains not wanting anybody to see her and me dancing she played some music slow music I put her arms around her waist and looked in her eyes saying may I? She said yes sure I put my head on her shoulder feeling peaceful we slow danced across my floor well I finally felt calm and safe with her and all the pain slowly flowed out that I was feeling all this time she rested her head on my shoulder with her arms wrapped around me I felt loved and happy at last.