Random Oneshots

Slipped Away

I put my legs up well my body is still on the bed my mascara running down my face listening to the song by Avril Lavigne I look at Ace's photo kissing it gently just giving it a soft gentle feeling I missed her so much I wanted to hold her but I couldn't she was gone and there was no way I could get the girl I truly loved back she slipped away to quickly it was like she died and I never got to say goodbye to her property I left flowers on my bedroom floor as whimpers left my mouth if only she knew how much I loved her I would have treated her like a lady all the way my heart just hated not having her with me I watched all of the sweet things slowly go and make me remember knowing I'll never have those sweet things back again I hated falling in love and getting attached it only broke me to pieces I screamed at the top of my lungs in pain not having control on what I was saying it was not true but the pain still hurt more then ever I HATE YOU I WISH I NEVER MET YOU OR SAT WITH YOU THAT DAY DAMN IT WHAT WAS I THINKING!!! My heart was melted like crazy I could feel the pain get worse I squeezed the sheets crying it hurt like nuts losing her I watched one piece on low volume still hearing the music playing I got more tears just watching it I was watching Sabo & Luffy reunite it was super adorable I wished me and Ace where like them but I knew it could never happen to us.

But instead of that happening I was like Sabo when he found out Ace died it was the worst thing for me ever the worst feeling I had ever felt I never felt that way for anybody but her that's all now I'll never get the chance to feel that again it was just horrible the feeling.

I screamed ACE HOW COULD YOU JUST LEAVE ME HERE ALONE I DON'T FEEL LOVED ANYMORE I CAN'T LOVE ANYMORE NOW IM SCARED TO LOVE BECAUSE I'M AFRAID THAT THE SAME MIGHT HAPPEN AGAIN I CAN'T TAKE THE RISK AT ALL I'VE LOST YOU I'M NOT LOSING ANOTHER!!! I can't a tear ran down my face wishing Ace was with me so I could cry on her but I couldn't and nobody could fix my broken heart like she did she was that special and she always will be special to me always.