Here with you

Greg and Christopher

These few days have been great with Trevor and Chris in this weekend. That thought just made me smile thinking about it during class, but then I have to think of Greg and Dixon then my smile disappeared and once those names popped up I blanked out I did not want to hear what was going on with class but I had to keep my mind off these boys. I took notes and did the work that was passed out but once I looked at Trevor our eyes locked and I couldn't look away until he wanted me to look away , he flashed a smile and  we lost eye contact then I felt a slam on my desk it was Carlos and he gave me a look as saying"hello? Can we get to moving?"

"Hey what was that about I never have to get you out of class like that?" Carlos says, "Mr. Swarenson was giving me this stern look that gives me the chills"

"I'm sorry okay, I got... a bit... distracted" I say looking at Jeffery walking towards us.

"Hey, my little maggots" He commented, "What's up?"

"Jez is a bit distracted today" Carlos says leaning his body weight on Jeffery's chest looking all lovey-dovey.

"Why is that troll?" He asks me.

"Hmmm" I say back as looking at the two and give Carlos an eye roll, Jeffery was about to give in or fall to his butt. He eventually gave in and they shared a kiss as Carlos points to my trying to prove a point. I couldn't help but think once I saw their kiss I thought back to mine and Christopher's I wonder how was that for him? Was I bad? He seen me here and then after school but we haven't kissed  in days. Then Trevor has been wanting to kiss me again leaning me any way he could  Monday he tried to lean against my window but since my window was open he almost fell. I think smirking as we walk to another class.

"She's off in her own little world and I am so gonna' get to the bottom of this," Carlos says under his breath.

"It's Wednesday, you don't want to hang out with me today" Jeffery says.

"Shoot your right, baby can't this wait, jezebel might bump into things if we are not careful" Carlos says and I turn around at them that sends them to a halt.

"I am perfectly fine if you may know, you haven't hung out with Jeffery in a while so hang out with this dork, otherwise this puppy would got an spray everywhere" I said pouting my lips.

"Look pipsqueak I am always good at holding on, not like you, when's the last time someone wants to be with a sasquatch" He said coming close to me that we are face to face, "and you let them, looks as someone is hard to let hers loose instead of keeping the cage locked"

He says and walks to his building and I hold up my hands showing that I want to strain his neck that his head pos off and Carlos grabs my hands to hold them together, but Jeffery calls out that he saw it and stuck his tongue out at me. Grrr He did not just say as what I though he said. Ugh that mother-

"Jezy?" Greg calls over as Carlos barely calmed me down and took me to class, Greg was just waiting by the stairs and he was calling for me I did not want to hear it, but we have class not like I had trouble avoiding him the last time.

"oh,Greg" Carlos said shocked, but sarcastically aware.

"Carlos can I walk her the rest of the way please?" Greg asked and Carlos just nodded and walked upstairs to his class. I held on this shocked face this traitor, he put up his hands to say "please forgive me" but I didn't even have any words.

"Umm after you Pezy" Greg said trying to get my attention, I shot his a glare and he left his hands fall to his waist real quick, "If you don't want to talk that's fine but I want to tell you something"

no answer from me

"Look Jezy I am truly sorry for what I have done to you these past years and even days, I didn't mean to even treat you that way, I like you Jez and I just want to make it up to you, can we hang out sometime, where I can?"

I rolled my eyes, but I managed to nod my head as we went through the class door I don't know what made me nod yes but I guess my body is asking to give him another chance. We went to our seats and the class took forever and I just want to sleep I was not in the mood for this Greg just let my mood go from blanking out to not even a care in the world. once class was over I went to the one class where I had no one and I was by myself which was good for me, I wanted to have something lighten my mood, Carlos would really thing something was wrong if I was not even normal then this.

I went into my bag, and took out a small sketchpad and my I-pod I plugged in my earphones and I listened to a sweet song as I sketched, little things that came bigger and bigger then made be draw this big picture of beauty. I felt so proud of it and good thing the teacher wasn't that interested in her students to stop me, but the guy in the front couldn't stop messing with me and it's not like a cared right now, but this guy was a nerd unlike me. He decided to leave me alone after a while and a smirked in victory, and went back to my picture. I was quite the artist when I wanted to be, and it's not like I did but just to lighten my mood, it was great to clear my mind. I pulled out my I-pod and saw the time, so I packed up and smiled at the nerd in front once the bell rung  he had this shocked face once he looked back at the clock and scrambled to get his stuff together.

I walked with Carlos and he was glad that my mood was somewhat better and we talked about many things other then what was on my mind, and he gave me a hug once I went to my cooking class with Chris. During cooking class Chris was flirty and funny and during the whole class I was blushing or I was smiling or letting out a small giggle so we would not get in trouble. One more class and this day was over and it was fast today, maybe cause I was think of things mostly but now I have to remember that Greg wanted to talk about hanging out with me and the tension between me and Chris in class made me so happy, that I skipped and ran to my next class which was the last one with Jeffery, Grrr.

The class went by and I was so tired, I wanted to at least have a rest before Greg wanted to talk to me, he was so not wanting to see me tired otherwise I would snap more luckily I went to home with Carlos and Jeff, my mom was still gone for a bit so I walked in, I locked the door and went to my room through the hallway and I didn't even bother to change, I went right to sleep it was so peaceful to when I heard a small <ping> on my window, I went up in a flash and thought it was Trevor but it was Chris, I was shocked he climbed the room for me? Only Trev does that, I opened the window and Chris leaned in the window frame and kissed me, like it was a must, NO more like a need, he kissed me with a passion and I kissed back with everything I got. Once we needed this thing called air, I asked him why he was here and he said he had to go, which confused me, but then my mom called me to go downstairs.

"JEZABEL, YOU UP? Gregory is here" At first it sounded as she was shouting but once it was closer I realized she came up stairs, shoot. I looked back at the window to see that he left, but I wonder how, because even before the window was open, he looked frightened to even be up there.

"Hey, pumpkin did you hear me?" She said as she came in the room.

"Yeah, mom" I say to her, "Just let me get changed and I will be right down"

"Are you okay, Jez you were sleeping for hours in the sun" She said feeling my head, "are you alright pumpkin?"

"Mom, I'm fine just tell him to wait on the front porch for me," I tell her pushing her out my room but turn her around, "oh and can we have pizza?"

My mother smiled and gave me a thumbs up, wondering what it was for I only thought of what happened and my face got red, a shook my head and went to my closet to get my after school clothes and ran downstairs, she mentioned she called for the pizza and to wait in the front to pay for it, I tell her fine and once I walk out of the front door, I see two people staring at each other in confusion on my front yard looking at me then at each other, I was so dead.

It was both Greg and Christopher, oh boy.