Here with you

Confusion with Jezabel

What is this I see? I was to go home and be ready to get Jez but there was Jezebel in front of me. But now I see the person she was walking around with he looked familiar but I can't get the name. Until I saw him pull her in and she didn't push back why? Does he make her comfortable that she doesn't want to move. Dixon and Carlos said Jezebel was hanging out with me for a reason 10 years ago, and since then I see her always waiting to be by me and smile. I guess she doesn't need that feeling of assurance and protection anymore. She has someone a person that can do that for her. Then why can't I be happy for her. Why must I have this feeling of being left alone. Yet I'm not I have many people with me,I still want to run to her.why?
Its probably just cuz I love spending time with her and I don't want this guy to take that away from me. Wait didn't this happen earlier with that Greg-guy about the same time, I had to take her with me and cheer her up. He took her and spend time with her until....
Flashback
"CHRISTOPHER!"
"Jez..what are you doing here you should be home"
"Chris I...."
"Jezebel its raining and your drenched. Chris let her come in,step aside"my mom told me we were about 8-9 at the time and my mom knew we will always be together.
After she dried off, she told me that Greg left her and she has no one to hang out with. I didn't understand why this couldn't wait til to marrow.
"Jez you ok?"
"Yea its just Greg"
"Didn't he leave today" As I said that I saw jez flinch and got all sad.She was about to cry when my mom came in.
"Christopher why will you make her cry like this, she doesn't probably came to get dry and her you go making her cry"
"What happen Jez?"
"Nothing just....its nothing can you just comfort me?
"Ughh fine,come here" As I said that she came and we stayed watching movies with her in my arms until her parents came to pick her up.
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Then why is she with him again?why does she want to chance the pain again? I should talk to her and explain how bad the idea is. I should move my legs and run to her and tell her I can make her happy. Like I always have,just me and her together I can see her smile and laugh. This is for her happiness only,its not like I like her in anyway,do I? I will find out sooner or later right? No more of this maybe I have to test  my assumptions and tell her or show her how I feel. Maybe we can test it out and see if it is worth trying or pursuing. I don't know but for some reason but as I think these things I end up smiling and wanting the date to come sooner.
Oh wait she just pushed Greg away and pushed him all the way to the street. Dang she must not wanted that kiss,it was probably forced. I will wait for her to want to kiss and I will make her want more. What am I saying I just want her as a friend right? Or will I like more? We have been together forever but why do I think that now? Friends? I don't know why do I have this confusion about Jezebel. Maybe we will just see what will happen during the date.