CRUSH

First Sign.

B-O-R-I-N-G. That was what I repetitively wrote on my notebook as I tried to listen to the one talking in front of me.

I wanted to scream as I was looking at my professor. For pete's sake, sino ba naman ang nakaisip na maglecture sa first day of classes? I mean, hello, we are in college and usually first day is meant for orientation right? Gosh! How can my professor be so cruel! Anyway, I am Julianne Felicity Saavedra- seventeen, a college student and practically pissed off and hungry. Well, I never expected naman na yung prof pala namin ay maglelecture na sa first day. If I just have known, I would have eaten my breakfast. Next time, magdadala na ko ng snacks. At ayan sa kakaisip ko, di ko namalayan dismissed na kami. And that was a good thing.

"So, how was school?" asked my mom. It has been a week since school started.

"Okay lang naman, mommy." I replied monotonously.

"Well, that's good. Basta focus on your studies anak. And tell me if you need to buy reference books or anything for your academics," my mom stated before leaving me in my room.

Gulat kayo ano? You think I am some kind of party girl or anti studying student. Well, definitely not. Actually, I am into studying but not aiming high to be a cum laude. I am not in a family that has a reputation to uphold when it comes to academics nor do i have siblings who excel high in everything which pressures me to try and become a genius. That is a big NO. I just have an amazing family who supports me in everything I want and my siblings yes they are both geniuses in their own ways. As they say, "To each his own". Well, so the reason I give effort to my studies is that I just want to graduate na medyo 2.0 ang GWA. I am just a little bit fond of studying not the nerdy type or some kind of ms.-know-it-all-wanna-be. I try to read reference books to better understand the subject. Usually kasi professors do not expound more about the details. I mean they try to just tell you pieces of information regarding the topic and the rest is up to you. And that makes me work hard. I don't want to be irresponsible or try to act cool and think that I am gonna pass my subjects without exerting effort because seriously i am not some in denial bitch who denies to people about their hardwork and then tries to tell everybody that they have topped or passed the subject without any effort. I do believe that success really pays off when hardwork and efforts are recognized. Because no matter how genius you are you will always exert effort because work needs force which is technically effort.

Anyway, since my mom went out na it is time for my stalking skills.

yeah. you heard it right. magaling akong mang stalk. yung tipong kahit nickname lang ng isang tao ang alam ko kaya kong malaman ang details about him through my internet stalking. I don't know how I could be great in doing that. It just happened and it becomes pretty useful for me.

And tonight, I am going to stalk my crush. Actually, I have been stalking him since last year. Matagal ko na syang crush pero di pa rin nya ko kilala. Hay buhay!

So eto na. iniistalk ko na ang fb ni crush. And OMG! bakit ganun yung status nya?

Liam Elric Ramirez says:

"To that girl kanina sa Chem class na sulat ng sulat ng BORING word sa notes niya I really want to know your name."

Wait. Chem class? Kaklase ko sya sa Chem kanina? Pero di ko naman sya nakita?Teka lang ha. Ako ba to? OMG! Kinikilig ako. Kailangan kong ichika to sa mga girls ko. Pero wait lang ayokong mag assume. Baka naman di ko sya kaklase. Baka ibang girl yan. Think of negative thoughts. Oo. Negative thoughts talaga yan instead of happy thoughts. I usually do that. I always think of the worst case scenario para atleast hindi ako masyadong masaktan sa dulo. So let's not conclude na ako nga yung girl na yun. Let's read through the comments sa status nya.

comments:

boy 1: yes, in love ka na ba men?

boy 2: that is me.

boy 3: pre, yan ba si miss na nakapink adidas shirt kanina?

liam: oo, siya na nga yun pare. i hope makita ko ulit sya.

Nakapink ba ko nung chem class ko? wait last tuesday yun di ba? Ano nga bang suot ko?

"Yaya!Yaya!" I hurriedly ran down the stairs and looked for yaya pero di ko sya nakita at ang nakita ko lang ay si manong ricky na syang driver namin.

"Manong ricky! Manong ricky!" halos maubusan na ko ng hininga sa paglapit ko sa kanya.

"Maam Sitti ikaw po pala yan? Bakit ho ba?" tanong sakin ng naguguluhang driver.

"Ano pong suot ko nung tuesday? Anong kulay?" dirediretso at sunud-sunod kong tanong. Kung pink nga ang suot ko super duper magrerejoice ako. OMG!

"Nung tuesday po? naka fuschia po kayo maam! bakit ho?"

"wala ho. sige po salamat!" malungkot kong sabi bago umalis sa harap nya. Fuschia???bakit di nalang pink. grabeh!  Nakaka-sad tuloy ako. ineexpect ko na naman yun pero umasa ako. Assuming na naman ako. Kasasabi lang sa accounting na never assume otherwise stated. Gaga talaga ko pag minsan. Naku naman! makapag aral na nga. Kailangan ng itigil ang kalokohan sa pink. Bukas na bukas bibili ako ng maraming pink na damit at araw araw kong isusuot para naman kahit papano mafeel ko na ako yung girl na tinutukoy ni crush.

"Hey, siszums!!" bigla biglang sabi saken ng ate ko. Kainis naman panira ng moment to! Nagmomoment pa ko sa heartbreak ko kay crush.

"Bakit na naman? Who you?"

"Well, itatanong ko lang kung nasaan na yung damit ko na hiniram mo nung isang araw."

"Anong damit wala akong hinihiram na damit sayo ha."

"yung pink na damit ko. yung shirt na may print na FEARLESS"

"Wala akong alam dyan. Baka naman di ako nang hiram nun."

"ikaw kaya yung nanghiram nun. Di mo ba talaga maalala?"

"Hindi nga. Kulit mo!"

"Let me just make you remember. Yung fuschia pink na t shirt kong adidas na hiniram mo last tuesday kasi sabi mo you have nothing to wear na kasi all your clothes are packed already. Remember?"

"anong kulay nga yun?"

"Fuschia pink."

"isa pa nga."

"Fuschia pink."

"kelan ko sinuot?"

"nung tuesday. gaga! bat ba andami mong tanong ha?"

"Kelan nga ulit Ate?"

"nung Tue---"

"Nung tuesday fuschia pink. OMG!~~~"

At nung sinabi ni ate yun biglang tumigil ang mundo ko tapos kinilig ako to the max. Tagos hanggang puso sumabog pati utak ko sa sobrang kilig. FUSCHIA PINK. ang tanga ko talaga. Natural pink yung fuschia. Ano ba naman Julianne gamit gamit din ng utak pag may time. at dahil dun niyakap ko si ate at nag sisigaw. Kinikilig ako. Ako nga si pink girl na tinutukoy ni crush. OMG!!!! That is me. I am so gonna die happily.

No wait di pa ko pedeng mamatay di pa nga alam ni crush ang name ko. Okay. erase that thought. erase. erase.

"Grabeh! Lord, di ko po alam kung anong maganda kong nagawa o baka naman po pasaload itong grasyang natatanggap ko ngayon mula sa inyo at di po talaga para sakin to pero sorry di po ako honest kaya di ko po isosoli pabalik yung load. Aangkinin ko na lang po at gagamitin ko. Don't worry unli to all networks para everybody happy." i prayed before i started to stalk his fb account and now my feelings for him grew more.

And then it hit me, I started writing on my notebook,

SIGNS THAT HE LIKES YOU TOO:

First sign: He knows you exist.

So I am gonna start to write the signs that my crush also has a crush on me.

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