ik no one reads this anymore but this is for me to remember stuff lolz sooo (future danielle here ya go. u better thank me cause it's 2am rn)
dating rj is so great. he's so sweet and cares about me so much and i care about him so much. agh he's just so cute i can't. i love him sossooo much. this relationship is kinda hard and stressful since we live so far apart. i've tried to see him as much as possible this summer but i also started working at my dads job during the week soo i don't have that much time and it sucks bootyhole. it's so hot rn ima just sleep with no pants on idc. it also really sucks cause now he can't sleep over anymore and that means even less time spending together and we barely a get to cuddle. i need my cuddlessss. we only get to in the movies and in the car when we drive to the beach or somewhere far ish. but i really wanna cuddle in mine or his bed for a long time and just lay there in his arms. he's so warm and when i'm with him i'm fearless and i feel so safe. also my dad doesn't like him for stupid reasons. that also sucks cause he won't let me hang out when it's his weekends. tbh i don't really like my dad. i'm at his house rn. it's just first off my pupper is at my moms and i miss her sm. and also my dad treats my older sis like a queen and it's not fair cause i don't get crap. so for her 16th bday she got a car from my mom and dad (totally free) and for my 16th (which is this year) i'm not getting a car at all unless i buy my own and i pay my insurance and get a job. rn i have 1.5k saved up from working this summer and my moms giving me 1k but my dad isn't giving me anything. also idk how ima come up with the rest of the $$ and idk what job ima get cause i'm only 15 and once i'm 16 the only jobs i can really work at is just fast food and i'm EXTREMELY shy and i'm am a-social person so i freak out and get super red when i have to talk to people. ig ima just figure this all out later cause it's summer and i don't wanna stress myself out. man i gotta gts i got work tmmr morning fuck.
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my love life diary :)
RomanceThis is a bit of my life... My love life and my crush. Basically this is a diary of every day I see him and what happened on that day... I'll be writing in it like every week day and maybe once a weekend... ☺️ enjoy! Love life is really confusing...
