So ally has happened with bae but I forgot about it. I still think of Zeus. Yesterday was my first time going to my dads house after he died. The dog across the street liked Zeus and he was barking so much. He's never barked before at us or at our direction. I learned that after Zeus got hit he was wheezing for air and he flew 20 feet from where he got hit.😭 sooo today I got a new dog. I'm not ready for a dog yet. My heart isn't open yet. My brother asked me the stupidest question just now..." Can I use the god bed u made for Zeus?" NO WHAT THE FUCK ARE U THINKING!!! Yesterday he was telling me not to ever let another dog get on it cause it has zeus's fur on it still. I'm in the bathroom crying right now while my family is laughing and playing with the dog. I just don't get it. I miss Zeus so much and IM NOT FUCKING READY TO GET A NEW FUCKING DOG YET! They are replacing Zeus. I miss Zeus. Since they got a new dog 2 fucking weeks after Zeus died it just makes me wonder, what did Zeus actually mean to them? I miss Zeus so much. He was my baby! I tried talking to my "bestie" and she's kinda mad at me cause "I'm supposed to love animals" like I do love animals but I'm just not ready yet!
No one agrees with me. No one ever agrees with me.
Today is the worst day ever.
I'm sorry but I don't like that dog that we have. He's nothing like Zeus I miss Zeus so much!!!
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my love life diary :)
Roman d'amourThis is a bit of my life... My love life and my crush. Basically this is a diary of every day I see him and what happened on that day... I'll be writing in it like every week day and maybe once a weekend... ☺️ enjoy! Love life is really confusing...
