Goodbye [l.s/niam au]

Chapter 7: Love

Chapter 7, Love

Dear Flower,

I love the pictures you drew for me and they're up on my wall. And Josh really wants to meet you. Turns out that he likes me and I think I might like him back. Is that okay? I just hope that I will be happy when I come back, I love the support I'm getting from you and I just wanted to tell you that it's really helping. Weekly update: my therapist told me I have improved a lot and I should be out within the next six months! There have been a lot of crazy things that have happened here! I really wish you could see all the improvement I've made, I seriously think that you were right, this will help me and move on! Thank you, Flower. Anything new happening or is still the same? And in regards to your last letter I would love to come move in with you and Lou and Haz. I miss all of you!

Flowers and kisses,
Uncle Z

Dear Uncle Z,

Well that amazing, I love your letters they're helping so much to be honest. Well when you both get better, we can all meet and maybe he could meet our dysfunctional family. Uncle Z, look at pa and dad. It is okay to love who you want. Whether you love someone with, don't tell pa I said this, a dick or not, it doesn't matter! That's awesome! Let me know when you know for sure because this is amazing and these past two months have been okay, as you know Dad proposed and Pa said yes, Uncle Li and Uncle Ni have been hanging around here to keep me company when Dad is Nana and Pa is at work. Nana, she's in the hospital and she's not doing good! I hope that she says healthy long enough so you can see her before... Dad had Pa and I go yesterday and he explained that this is what he's been doing. Nana said she didn't want me to see her like this and that she wanted to wait until she gets better but she doesn't have much longer. Aunt Lottie said she's gunna come over soon and bring Charlie and Tri (Tree)! I really can't wait! You will! omg uncle z this is awesome! Pa keeps telling me that you use to draw and that's why your arm has as many tattoos as it does. He told me what each of his mean! I mean like how can you keep track of all of the meanings!? I hope when you get out that you'll tell me what your tattoos mean!

Hugs and kisses,

Flower

{Harry}

"Hey, Lou." I whisper into the shell of his ear. He hums in response. "I love you."

"I love you Haz, always have and always will." He whispers looking into my jade green eyes. "She'll warm up to you soon." He says simply.

"I know that I wasn't such a good father the past couple of years and I wish I didn't leave as much and it just haunts me. My baby girl hating me and not trusting me." I heave a heavy sigh, looking down at Louis's which is placed on my own. I reach and grab his thin hands in my much bigger ones.

"It will just take time. Don't be like your father, Harry. Don't let her think that you don't care." He slips one hand out and lifts my chin so his blue eyes pierce my green orbs.

"How?" it's barely audible but Lou heard it.

"Be there." He says like it's the easiest think in the world. "Have you seen her room?" I shake my head and he pushes himself, at the lose of warmth I let out a whine. He shakes his head. "Really?" I shrug and he pulls me off the bed and down the hall a bit to Jasmin's room. He knocks softly and she yells 'come in' and Louis squeezes my hand in reassurance.

"Pa? Dad? What's wrong?" She asks looking up from Looking for Alaska.

"Dad wanted to see your room, princess." Louis simply says. She nods and goes back to her book. "Look Harry." He points at all the pictures that Jas took herself of me, louis, niall, zayn, liam, and Doug. Plus all the pictures and quotes she's drawn. I gasp, how come I've never noticed all of her talents.

"Bug, this is amazing!" I look at my baby girl, my famous smile plastered on my face.

"Thanks Dad," her voice is so quiet when she speaks to me. I smile more and open my arms, she sees and runs into them. "I missed you."

"I'm sorry I haven't been there but for now on I will."

{Niall}

"Hey, Niall!" Liam's voice rings through my phone speakers.

"Hi Li!" I say with a smile.

"Want to watch a movie at my place with me and Loki?" He sounds nervous but he lost the stutter that he had in high school.

"Sure, I'll be over in an hour?" I ask, silently screaming.

"Yeah, okay. Bye Ni! Love you!" my heart skips at the last part.

"B-bye!" I click off the call and I run and take a quick shower, lathering my entire body in lemon smelling soap. I dress in pyjama pants and a The Script shirt and head over. I know, considering that I have I crush on this boy, I should dress better to get him to notice but tonight I want to try something. I walk out of my apartment forty minutes after I got the call from Liam. It's about a fifteen minute drive so I decided to stop by Teco's and get some of his favourite candy, licorice, and my favourite, milk chocolate. I arrive at 8 exactly. I walk up and knock because I realised that I left my key to his house at my apartment.

"NIALL!" Liam's voice rings through the door.

"Yeah! It's me!" I yell back.

"Open it, it's unlocked!" I do as told and walk into his flat, once I entered the living room I was gaping. Liam was wrapped up in a very comfy blanket, there were different kinds of drinks (no beer *insert sad face*) and different snacks. The main screen of Frozen is on the large telly he has mounted on the wall. "Come cuddle and watch it with me?" his brown eyes remind me of a sad puppy dog. I shake my head with a smile and shrug off my jacket. I move to unwrap the older boy and then wrap both of us in the warmth.

"Hey Niall?" He speaks up at the part where Ana is trying to find Elsa. I hum in response. "Can I ask you something?"

"Shoot."

"Do you like- fancy anyone?" That threw me off guard.

"Um... yeah actually."

"Who?"

"You." I whisper. His eyes widen, the movie long forgotten.

{Don't shoot me! Over 100 reads!!!! Yay! So right now I'm driving up to Maine, it's 2:30 in the morning and I am the better co-pilot then my cousin, but don't tell him.} [I'll add the dedication when I have access to the website since I'm on my phone and all. But this is dedicated to LarryWho for her amazing stories.]