Goodbye [l.s/niam au]

Chapter 5: I'm Scared.

Chapter 5, I'm Scared

~~Zayn's POV~~

I am surrounded by darkness and I don't know where I am. I hear a faint beeping in the distance. I fight to open my eyes and suddenly blinded by this bright ass light. I blink more than enough times and see that I am in the hospital; my groans catch the nurse's attention. "Good morning Mr. Malik, how are you feeling?" suddenly I go into a coughing fit and the nurse puts a cup with a straw at the opening of my mouth. The cool liquid sooths the burning feeling that is living in the throat, I sigh, letting my head fall against the pillow. "Good?" I nod. "Okay, I'm going to go get the doctor. I'll be right back." I take a moment to think, though that's never done any good for me. The stitches on my wrist won't let me forget yet another failed attempt. Minutes later, a man comes in with a clipboard.

"Hello Zayn, I am Dr. Sheeran. Do you know why you are here?" Dr. Sheeran asks and I nod purposely avoiding his eyes.

"By any chance are you Ed's father?" My voice sounds foreign to me.

"I am he told me he was the one that found you." My eyes widen at his words, well because I never wanted Ed to think it was because of him. "Do you want to see someone? I know your whole family is here."

"Jasmin Tomlinson-Styles. I want to see Jasmin." I whisper. He nods and walks out of my room. About ten minutes later there is a knock on my door. "Come in!" I say, loud enough that whoever is on the other side can hear. The brass knob turns and I come face to face with my beautiful niece. "Jasmin, come here." I whisper, I am on the verge of tears at the sight of Jas. She comes over and sits on the bed.

"How are you feeling?" Her voice is low.

I just shake my head thinking that she needs to know. "Not well, Jas. I'm scared."

"Uncle Z, don't be. I won't let anyone come near you, as much as I can." She lays her head on my chest and I smile at the gesture. Anyone who doesn't know us might think that we were in a relationship. "Why did you try again?" Her voice is small and innocent.

"I-I just didn't know what to do," I sigh rather loudly. "Jas, I just didn't know what was true and what were lies. Flower, please I know someone told you and I have to tell you this: you're beautiful with and without makeup, you're hair is always done to perfection even in a messy bun, and you're smile is beautiful; don't let anyone tell you other wise."

"I will only if you'll go and get help, before you say anything I think it would really help you, Uncle Z, I really do."

"I can't, Flower. I don't want to leave you. I can't leave you, you're the closest thing I have to a daughter and I just can't." By now I am sobbing into Jasmin's jacket.

"I'll write to you everyday, keep you updated on every one and even Doug." She smiles at the name. Douglas is Jasmin's crush and he is like the perfect one for her. The two kind of remind me of Louis and Harry when they were in high school. Harry the innocent one with no markings on his skin, terrified to curse and happy all the time. Louis the player of the school with tattoos and piercing.

"Okay." I mumble.

"Okay you'll go?" she asks hopeful. I nod. "Thank you, Uncle Z! It means so much and you will be better I promise! Just please, let them help you."

{Harry's POV}

Hours after we left knowing that Zayn is going to get help, I decided to take the family to dinner. Jasmin was talking about how she can't wait until the dance season starts up so she can try to impress Doug. I smile at my little girl, knowing that I have missed too much just tears me apart.

"Louis, can I speak with you for a moment?" I turn to my lovely boyfriend, yes still boyfriend, and see him nod and smile. We walk over to the men's room, I open the door for him, and Louis mumbling how he could've opened it himself. "Louis, you know how we were talking before the phone call?" Talking might not be the best adjective to use.

"Yes, Harry, how could I forget," he trails off looking at the floor.

"Marry me." I say bluntly. "I don't see why people make a big fuss I want to say that you're mine and I know you want stability and I can give you that. So please, do me the honour of being able to marry the most handsome and caring and lovely man I know."

"I-I- okay but Harry I'm scared that one day you'll say goodbye."

{{ ooh that word right there. What are your thoughts on Zayn going to get help? Jasmin's personality is kind of based on me (don't know if I've stated that before) and I had a crush on a boy named Doug with piercing but I don't know if he has any tattoos... so yeah! how's the weather? TWO UPDATES IN TWO DAYS? Sorry if this chapter sucked I just needed to show Zayn and Jasmin's relationship more and show how dependable he is for her support and well-being. Tell me down in the comments how you want me to tell Zayn's visit. Letters to Jasmin or a journal entry. }}