Love or Misery

Gone

I caressed his jaw and smiled. He had the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. They're like the ocean with a bit of sun thrown in. Speckles of green every here and there. "You promise to never leave me?"
"I promise everything in the world Taelyn I will never leave you."
"I love you Marco."
*end of flashback*
Yet here I laid in my bed with tears streaming down my face and "Carry On" by XXXTENTACION screaming out of my speaker in my room. He and his family were moving to Canada. I knew he had no choice but the way he stated it burned and it cut deeply into my skin.
*flashback*
"I'm so sorry Taelyn but I'm moving with my family to Canada."
I froze and looked at him.
"I'm sorry but did I hear you wrong? Did you just say you're moving to Canada?"
He just looked at me blankly and started to move out of my room. I grabbed his wrist and turned him to face me.
"Marco! Please tell me I heard you wrong."
He sighs and looks at me sympathetically as if he was completely fine with this.
"You heard me correctly Taelyn now let me leave."
"You promised to never leave me! YOU PROMISED MARCO!"
"I'm sorry Taelyn but maybe it's for the best. Maybe we just don't belong together and maybe we never did."
*end of flashback*
What did he mean by we didn't belong together? Did he not love me like the way I loved him? My vision got blurry with tears and my chest hurt from keeping in all my sobs. I grabbed onto my stomach to keep myself quiet. I might have sad music blaring but they'd all judge me if they heard me crying.
"Tae?"
I quickly wiped my tears and liked over to the doorway and saw one of my best friends, Alyssa, standing in the doorway.
"What's up?"
I heard my voice crack and cringed at it. I slowly sat up and felt my neck was wet. I wiped it off with the sleeve of Marcos sweatshirt he left here. It smelt so much like him and I vowed to never take it off.
"Hey, how you holding up?"
She walked over to the speaker and shut it off and the turned around and looked at my room. It was a mess. There was cookie dough ice cream pints, bottles of pop and sugar cookies everywhere.
"Baby, why don't you go take a bath and the twins and I will clean it up around here okay?"
I nodded and got up to head to my bathroom. Tears started down my face again and silently I whispered, "Will I ever love someone this much again?"

Hi guys! This is the author! I know this might me confusing now and you're probably wondering, how does she look, how old is she, where's her family etc. but I promise it'll be all explained later!