Love or Misery

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I looked out my bedroom window and decided I needed some fresh air. It's been a week since the incident at the beach. Ethan and Grayson keep trying to call but I keep declining the calls. I sighed and grabbed my speaker, phone and a sweatshirt before opening by window and climbing out into the fire escape. I placed my speaker on the stairs heading up and sat down in the bean bag chair I kept out here on dry days. I threw the sweatshirt on over my head and connected my phone to the speaker. I looked through my playlist and decided to listen to Tell Me Why by Russ. I hadn't listened to it so I decided why not? It ended up being a bop and I felt really connected to it for some weird reason. I had my speaker on like 4 so I put it on replay. I set my phone down and then laid down myself. I felt my eyes get heavy and let them sink as my mind drifted away into sleep.

I woke up and realized it was dark out. My music was still playing and I grabbed my phone to see what percent it was at.
50%
Oh I hadn't fallen asleep for to long then. I set my phone back down and looked up towards the sky. The moon lit up the sky and the stars twinkled around it like lights in a city. I sighed and stared at them for a long time. A chill raced through my body and I realized I was actually kind of cold. I looked inside my bedroom and groaned. I didn't want to get up to grab a blanket but I might as well. I slowly got up and crawled through my window into my bedroom. I turned on my bedroom light and searched for my weighted blanket. I finally found it and went back outside. I laid down and covered myself. I grabbed my phone and decided to scroll through Instagram. I looked through my feed and saw the twins had posted something. None of us had unfollowed the other ones yet. My heart kind of sunk when I saw what the pictures were of. Ethan had posted a picture of him and Emma on a jet ski together. I scrolled down and saw that Grayson had posted 2 pictures of him, Ethan and Emma together. I mean I knew they were just friends and everything but it looked as if they were completely fine with the whole situation. I liked both of their posts as if to say that I had seen it and went onto SnapChat. I had un added them on there after they used that to spam me to answer their calls. I thought I would be Dolan Twin free in there but apparently I was wrong. I went through my discover and Dolan Twins everywhere. The topic I seen the most? "Ethan Dolan's apparent scandal is true after he confirms it in a Q&A." I rolled my eyes. That's probably why they had been calling a lot more recently. Suddenly the name "Ethan Dolan" pops onto my phone. Whatever I really need to block them. I decline it and continue to scroll through SnapChat. "Ethan Dolan" appears onto my screen and I roll my eyes. I decline again. This time I don't even have time to scroll before his name appears on my screen again. Annoyed I answer the call.

"What the fuck do you want?" I say harshly into the phone. "You've been calling me non stop and I'm fucking sick of it. I was being serious when we were done." It's silent for a second before he answers.

"Look, I'm sorry if I've been annoying you but I don't really care. I'm 5 minutes away and when I get to your house you better open the fucking door. Grayson's with me too." He says it pretty demanding but I don't give a flying fuck.

"Like in the fuck you are." I reply. "You don't get to ignore me for weeks and then randomly appear and save me and think you get to come back. And you sure as in the hell don't get to randomly appear on my doorstep expecting me to open the door."

"Tae-" He says it angrily into the phone.

"Fuck off." I say and before he can say anything else I hang up. I lay there for 3 minutes before I hear my doorbell ring. I roll my eyes and turn away from my door. I hear it ring again and I turn a lip up into a snarl. Then they start banging on the door. I groan in disgust and get up to answer the door.

I open the door and see 2 dumb fucks standing in front of me. They push past me in and walk into my house. It angers me but it was a smart move. I would've slammed the door in their face if they hadn't.

"What the fuck are you doing here." I growl towards them. They turn towards me surprised to say in the very least. Did they not expect me to be angry? Gray cautiously steps back towards me. I lift my lip in disgust and turn my head away in annoyment as he starts talking.

"Look. I overreacted and I'm sorry. It's just that I never imagined that my best friend and my brother would fuck. I'm sorry. I just really miss my best friend. Will you forgive me?" He try's to step towards me again and goes in for a hug. I push him back with anger and smirk with amusement at the shock that sits in his face. The shock quickly turns into anger. I'll admit angry Grayson is a hot Grayson. He looks up at me and glares before he curls his lip and says. "You know what? Fuck you too then." He tries to walk out but Ethan grabs his arms and pulls him back. Grayson scowls at him. "Let me leave the sluts house will you?" I know he only said it out of anger and it shouldn't bother me because I don't want them here anyways but it still hurts all the same. I open the door and my face lowers at them.

"Go the fuck ahead Grayson. You are allowed to leave the 'sluts house'. And you know what? Bring your brother that fucked this slut too." Grayson's face automatically fills with regret and he tries to say something but I automatically make my face fills with thunder and he sighs before grabbing Ethan and leaving my house. I slam the door after them and grab the glass vase that sits on the stand next to my door and slam into the wall. It shatters and glass slides into my hand. I look at it as it bleeds and I sigh. Great. Just fucking great.

Hey guys! I think I might stop doing this thing at the bottom. Opinions?