Love or Misery

Fair

I sighed in relief as I looked at myself in the mirror. It had taken me a whole hour to get ready because either it looked stupid or it didn't cover my hickies. But, finally I had found the perfect oversized hoodie and jean shorts for underneath. I didn't bother putting a shirt over my bra. It wasn't like I was gonna take off my sweatshirt anyways. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and threw on white vans. A basic look I know but it looked cute honestly. I looked into the mirror more closely and automatically started pointing out all my flaws. Jesus fuck not you again.
Been awhile huh? Well I guess let's start at the fact that your clothes are way to basic and such an eye roll honestly.  Obviously someone's going to see your hickies and point it out in front of everyone embarrassing you and making everyone wonder if you let Marco back in or if maybe their not from him and you never loved him. Your nails look homelyyyyy gurl. And don't get me started on how even though you went for a basic look it still turned out ugly lollll.
*rInG*
My phone rang. I sighed and answered it.
"What's up?" I asked
"You ready? Me and E are 5 minutes away." Oh, it was Grayson.
"Yeah, meet you outside." I said quickly before grabbing my purse and headed down the stairs and outside.
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*at the fair*
We walked in and wow was I glad we came at night. Lights shimmered from every which way and music played softly in the background. You heard lots of people talking and screaming and laughing from the rides. I smiled with enjoyment already. I really loved the fair. I loved the smell of popcorn and cotten candy in the air. Oh, and don't get me started on fair fries and pizza.
"Where to first?" Gray asked smiling with amusement.
I grinned at him and his face dropped knowing what I was going to say next. "Roller coaster."
"Seriously Tae? Can we not ride a roller coaster just this one time?" He asked as I dragged him to the roller coaster. Ethan followed our trail in case Gray somehow managed to escape my grasp.
"Nope. We HAVE to." I said with excitement. I absolutely loved the thrill and belly dropping of roller coasters. It also gave a mesmerizing view of the fair. Almost better then when at the top of a Ferris wheel. Grayson rolled his eyes at me but smiled.
"Come in it won't even be that bad." I said while we approached the roller coaster when I saw that Grayson's stomach was turning with nervousness. He looked at me like they look at the cameras in The Office and I started laughing. I guess he realized what he had done and he bust out laughing too.
"I'll hold you hand if that'll make you feel any better." I said comprising with him.
"Fine. This is the last time we go on a roller coaster okay?" He said it like even he knew that wasn't true.
"Okay." I said smiling and dragged him into the seat next to me which happened to be the first cart. Ethan sat in the seat behind us with a small smirk on his lips. I heard the buckles clip and grabbed onto Grayson's hand as promised. He took a breath and then we were off. This was going to be great
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"I told you that'd be fun!" I said happily toward Grayson. He stumbled off the stairs of the exit. I looked at the pretty pink lights that were behind Grayson on the roller coaster.
"Yeah, that's what I'd call it. Fun." He mumbled sarcastically towards me.
"I knew you'd like it!" I said in a happy sarcastic tone back. He shook his head and smiled.
"You're a bitch."
"Yes. I'm a bitch just not yours." I sassed.
He looked at me shocked for a second and then started laughing.
"Oh my fucking god Tae."
I smirked and then asked "So, next rides your choice Grayson."
He sat silently for a moment thinking and then said "Swings."
I looked over at the swings yellow lights and saw it was pretty empty.
"We better get going before they fill up again." Ethan said stating my exact thought. I looked over at Ethan. I'd kinda had forgotten he had even came along. He had been so quiet. Besides laughing on the roller coaster of course.
"Yeah, you said exactly what I was thinking." I said.
We all looked at each other and then started racing over to the swings.
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"I beat you assholes!" I screamed as I touched the gate to the swings. Grayson and Ethan tied when touching the gate after me. I laughed at the fact they were pretty out of breath. Gray shook his head and chuckled and Ethan looked up from his hand on his knees at me and smiled. God that smile could make me so soft for him. How could anyone have such a pretty smile? It should be illegal honestly.
"I get to sit by Tae this time!" Ethan called and I laughed. He was too cute. Gray picked be up by my waist and said "No. She's mine!" I laughed and squirmed a bit . Ethan playfully tried to pull me from Grays arms and said "No that's where you're wrong buddy. She's mine!" They did this for awhile before we finally decided to get onto the ride.
Ethan quickly sat beside me and Grayson made a pouty face before sitting a seat ahead of us. I giggled.
I looked at Ethan and smiled at how adorable he looked with a look of satisfaction on his face. He looked at me and smiled back. The swings started to get lifted in the air.
"You have a beautiful smile you know." He stated.
I smiled shyly and looked away. Why was I acting shy?
"Thanks." I shyly said back. He made a face at me and I started laughing. The swings started to do the circles. E looked at me looked ahead at Gray and then leaned over and kissed me. It felt amazing. The wind soaring around us and his soft lips on top of mine kissing them ever so gently. I think I could fall in love with his kisses.

Hey guys! Author here! Hope you enjoyed this chapter even though it was uploaded late! I just didn't get time to write it at all today and so I had to do this last minute so this probably makes no sense at all but enjoy!