Nobody understand why I am the way I am. Why do I have trust issues? Simple, because nobody out here is trustworthy. Let me introduce myself, my name is Antoin'Nae Johnson but everybody just calls me Toni.
I'm 16 years old and have been through most than some of y'all adults. I have a beautiful baby girl named Sha'Nya, she's 2 years old. Before you ask this dumb question yes! I got pregnant at 14, But no I did not willingly have sex to make her... I was raped by my so called " male best friend " , most people think it wasn't a good idea that I decided to keep my baby but I don't care what they think. My brother got killed by our cousin, isn't that a great way to show love? Yea, my sarcasm is a bit too much at times but who cares! That's just me! And I'm never changing.... well at least that's what I thought, but ever since I met Tyrone I must say he's changed me for the better. I'll never forget how we met, but boy! Did I give him a hard time before I actually began to let him in, let me tell you.... It sure won't easy
It happened about a year ago me and my homegirl Tonya was walking to the store We was hungry and we wanted some snacks so we decided to go to the short stop down the street. We walked in and I wasn't really paying attention and I bumped right into him! " oh dang my fault.... " I Said while still looking down trying to fix my shirt. " You Good ma " he said with a grin... he looked so stupid with that Chester cat smile on his face 🙄, but obviously he meant to talk to me that night and it must have been what God intended because lord and behold that next week I ran into him again at the mall. " Yo you the girl that bumped onto me the other day?" He asked with that same stupid grin.
" Yes that was me." I replied.. " I wanted your number so what's good with it?" I was a bit shocked but I went ahead and gave him my number. " I'm gonna call you later tonight." He promised me, but I Aint Even Get My hopes up because he probably wasn't going to call until that next week. " Giiiirl Who Him !?" My homegirl Jonay Asked me When I walked back towards her. " Oh just some dude me and Tonya ran into at the store last week."
" well girl he is too fine! Over there looking like a delicious piece of fine chocolate, and he's most definitely feeling you!" Jonay said eye raping him looking him up and down. I can't even front he was one fine dude he had beautiful dark skin he stood 6'3 with dreads neatly done down his back with pearly white teeth trimmed in gold, his smile really was amazing, and he kept that " hood boy " look up and wore it well 😍... which I can't lie I loved! Later that evening I had just put Sha'Nya to bed at home, right as I was sitting down my phone started ringing.
" hello ?" I answered
"Wassup beautiful " the voice replied
" uh who is this?"
" aha, it's Tyrone ma Told You I was I Calling today."
I can't even lie I was kind of excited that he actually came through and called me he kept his word. I finally responded
" I Aint think you would actually call ... wassup though?"
" I wanted to see if we could go out tomorrow night?" He asked
" well I would have to find somebody to watch my daughter... you still trynna go out?" I responded just knowing he wouldn't want to go out now.
" yea I still wanna go out if you can't find nobody by 7 let me know my mom love kids she won't mind watching her." He replied sounding as if he was smiling from ear to ear.
After that I hung up the phone I chuckled a bit and said aloud to myself he must really want him some pussy
