That next morning he called me again to remind me about that night.
" Did You Find anybody Yet?" He Asked.
" I am about to ask my homegirl now, I'll let you know if she can't come through for me." I replied
With that we hung up and got on the phone with Jonay
" Wassup nay " I said as soon as she answered on the second ring
" Hey girl Nothing, Why wassup boo?"
" Well I Need You To please watch Nya for me tonight I have somewhere to be around 7."
" Sure Girl I Got You!"
After that we got off the phone I sent him a text to let him know I found some one to watch my baby. I rolled out of bed to start my day and cook breakfast. I live by myself because when I got pregnant my mom kicked me out, she didn't care that it was only because I had got raped she refused to raise another child that she did not birth and in her eyes if I decided to keep the baby it couldn't have been rape... but to me it was the blessing that I received for having to go through that kind of Hell. Once I was finished with breakfast I went in Nya room to get her up once I walked in she was already awake trying to climb out her crib. " what you doing little girl!" I silently yelled in a Playing tone, she don't talk too much just yet she just looked at me and smiled. My daughter really is my pride and joy regardless of how she got here I'm thankful that she did, and any guy that comes in my must accept her along with me! Hopefully if Tyrone is serious about being with me he will understand that but I don't trust that he will because what young man wants to raise a child that isn't his? They barely raise the ones they bring into this world theirselves.
7 O'clock Came By pretty fast, I had Nya's bag packed and her ready by 6:30 now 7 Here And I'm finally getting myself ready.... I was on my way out the door getting ready to drop Nya off at Jonay's house and Tyrone had called me.
" hello?" I answered
" hey, you need me to come get you?" He Asked
" Oh nah, you Good... I'm dropping my daughter off now then I'll be on my way to the restaurant. I'll be there in about 15minutes." I replied
He said okay and then we got off the phone.
I had finally pulled Ik at Jonay House. I called her outside to come get Nya. She Came Out grabbed the bag and Nya, " Be Safe Girl!" Jonay Said before walking back in the House a few minutes after that I'm at the restaurant with Tyrone.
" Hello beautiful!" He greeted me as I walked towards our table.
" Hey." I replied with a light chuckle. Once we ordered our food he decided to try and strike up a conversation.
" So how old is your daughter?" He Asked
" she's one right now she'll be turning two close to the end of this year." I couldn't help but smile at the thought of my baby girl.
" Really? Well how is you?" He Asked as if he was shocked...
I wasn't too sure if I should answer that question this conversation normally don't go too well... however I'm not the one to lie and play games so I went ahead and let him know my age.
" I'm 15, I'll be turning 16 soon."
He just looked at me as if he wasn't too sure on what to say.
" I'm not a hoe if that's what you are thinking, it's complicated on what happened but when the time is right if it ever even get right I will let you know on how everything went down." I replied already ready to defend myself. As soon as I said that the food Came Out. Thank God! I Thought To Myself hoping that the food would bring about a different type of conversation.
" Well actually I wasn't going to call you a hoe at all... I wasn't even thinking that.. everyone makes mistakes and things just happen Sometimes at least you're owning up to your responsibilities... " he said with a smile.
I smiled back then began to eat.
" I know this probably gonna mess you up... but I still didn't get you're name ma." He Said Looking right At me.
I chuckled a bit " Hmmm... if you don't know my name, then what's my name in your phone?" I replied with a smirk...
" Aha, your name in my phone is Beautiful 💕💦💍... See Look ." He replied showing me the name that was saved under my number...
I laughed a bit " Well my name is Antoin'Nae.... But everyone just calls me Toni ."
" Mmmmm, Toni & Tyrone ... I like the way that sounds ma."
I didn't know how to respond to that so I tried starting up a different conversation...
" So do you have any kids?" I Asked
" Nah, I haven't found my wife yet.. Ya feel me?"
I simply just smiled at his answer ...
" But what about your baby's dad? Where he at?"
I almost pissed myself at that question I had to keep my cool though just the thought of him and what he did could break me down.... so I changed the subject
" Where do you work?" I Asked .
" Oh, uh I worked at the plant." He replied it was obvious that he was a bit thrown off at the fact I ignored the question completely but I'm so thankful he got the memo that I didn't want to discuss it.
" Oh which plant?" I Asked.
" Smithfield... with all the hogs and stuff." He replied putting a fork full of steak in his mouth..
This may sound weird but the way he chewed his food was really turning me on so much so it scared me... but I kept my cool.
" What about you ma?"
" Oh, I work at McDonald's and I do hair on the side at the crib."
He simply just smiled at my response...
" What you smiling for?" I Asked.
" It Just turns me on to see a woman on her grind."
I busted out laughing I couldn't help it. The rest of the evening went by nicely.. we laughed we talked and I must say I really enjoyed his company... of course at the time it was way too soon to know if I could really trust him or even go further with him... but I did know that he seemed to be a Alright kind of guy. We left at about midnight. I went to Jonay house and seen Tonya's Car parked in the drive way as well and I already knew they was trying to get some tea. I walked up to the door and knocked. Jonay answered the door " uhh! Come in here and spill it Girl!" I laughed and walked in To see my baby half sleep on the couch. So I walked over to her laid her down and rubbed back so she can go to sleep.
" Uhh hello! Toni!! Spill itttt!" Tonya said, I laughed
" I'm sorry y'all but there's no tea to spill ." I replied
" Biiihhh Bye! He too fine for it to not be any tea plus you come up in here in the middle of the night? Spill it " Jonay Said
" Nah, Like Forreal y'all... it wasn't nothing big ... we talked a little trying to get to know each other a little bit better.... we laughed all that ... he seem real sweet I guess he seems cool like he a Alright guy... but it was the first date so I don't really know how this is gonna go we Playing everything by ear I guess. Now ! Let me get my baby and get on up out of here." I Said picking up Nya and her bags and walking towards the door. Once I got to the At I buckled Nya in her car seat and got in the At Yo Drive Home. Once I got home it was almost 2 in the morning my phone buzzed.
"Goodnight future 😘 Toni&Tyrone... You gone be mines! Kiss the baby for me."
It was a text from Tyrone this nigga tripping I thought to myself I chuckled then replied
" Aha, yeaaa Iight Bruh."
After washing me and my baby up and went straight to sleep.
