"i love you laila ann nelson"; 01/17/14

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by unpolarized

by unpolarized

Laila,

It's not over.

It can't be over.

I will never find anyone like you, your the one I want to marry, the one I want to have beautiful green eye'd babies with. I wanted to grow old with you and hold you close even when we were in our sixties.

I am sorry you had to go through all that and I am not mad at you for keeping it from me. It was your decision.

But we could have made it through all this, together. I could have helped you.

The worst feeling ever is to be given a letter that your dead girlfriend wrote to you, moments before committing suicide.

When I fell for you I wasn't the same and I know you wasn't either.

I don't know if I can live while knowing you will never be able to run into my arms after a bad day

or being able to kiss you whenever I wanted

or being able to cuddle while you or I was feeling low.

I hate this,

I hate it so much.

I can't continue to write.

It hurts because I am only writing to the ghost of you.

You are not here anymore but my feelings for you will always remain.

I love you Laila Ann Nelson.

We will meet again, I promise.

I love you sunshine and I will always be your moonlight.

-Mikey