Starting Over (Cameron Dallas)

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sorry I haven't been updating! I was on a camping trip with all my friends so I didn't want to just take out my phone and sit there for hours ignoring my friend. this chapter is a short one because i just wrote what came to mind! anyways, I hope ya'll understand and enjoy this chapter(:

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** The Next Day **

Cameron's P.O.V.

I walked into work the next day with mixed emotions. I felt happy, sad, and confused. Happy because I finally saw Jack and I feel like a burden was lifted off my shoulder. Sad because I just now realized that Jack is gone and how hurt Alana is by it. Confused because I don't know where my feelings are for Alana are.

"Sydney," I said while walking up to her.

"Oh hey Cam. What's up?"

"Do you have a minute? I need to talk to you outside," I told her.

"Umm," She looked around,"Ok but we open in 20 minutes and I still have lots to do so can you make it quick?"

"Yes ok fine but this is important," I said. I leaded her out of the restaurant and sat her down at one of the tables in the front.

"Ok so what is it?" She asked.

"So.. Last night I took Alana to see Jack's grave-"

"You what?"

"Just listen."

"Anyways, when I took her there she got so emotional and I just felt like I couldn't help her. I felt like she's still so in love with him that if I try to make a move she won't care."

"I knew it."

"What?" She looked away and then back at me.

"Obviously she's never going to stop loving Jack and of course she's never going to fully recover his death but it takes a really devoted guy to accept that and still love her anyways."

I looked down at my lap. We're my feelings for her strong enough?

"Look if your not going to accept that then just leave her now because she doesn't need someone to break her heart again-" I interrupted her.

"No. I'm not gonna leave her. I'm going to accept that because.. because I like her more than anybody I've ever liked before."

Sydney looked at me, her mouth was wide open.

"What?"

"Cam! You've finally admitted that you like her!!" She smiled at me,"I knew for a long time but I was waiting until you would admit it."

I smiled back at her. I do. I really do like Alana. Hopefully Alana will like me back. I've liked her before but that was when she had Jack, but this time she's mine. But one question does pop into my mind. How and when do I tell her?