"Jungkook what's going on!?" "Leave me alone!..." I cried out. He tried opening the door but failed. I started feeling dizzy and weak. "Open the door!" I closed my eyes and things where slow like out of a movie. Namjoon came in panicking and grabbed me. He looked at the empty bottle of pills and dragged me to toilet. "No...j...just g-go...." he put my face over the toilet and put his fingers down my throat and made me puke. I whined at him for stopping me. "Why couldn't you let me die!?" I started sobbing. Namjoon hushed me as he hugged me rocking back and forth. It felt nice to be in his arms. I eventually cried myself to sleep and dreamt about something good for once.
I woke up with a sore throat and namjoons arms rapped around me.i blushed. I got up waking up Namjoon. He whined. "S-sorry I'm j-just thirsty." He nodded and went back to sleeping. I walked to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water. I'm so embarrassed...I let Namjoon See the worst of me... I sighed. Hopefully he doesn't think differently of me now...
Namjoons pov
I opened my eyes and sat up. I wonder if Jungkook is okay..I got up and walked to the kitchen. "Jungkook?" I called out and he turned around with a cup of water in his hand. "Yes?" He took a sip of water cutely. "Get ready where going out with my friends." He nodded and set down the glass of water. He ran over to his shoes and slipped them on. "I'm ready!" He smiled. "Are you sure you want to where a sweater? It's really hot out." He looked outside and back at his sweater. "Can I borrow a shirt?" I nodded and walked to my room. I opened the dresser and pulled out a white t-shirt. He stood in the doorway leaning against the frame. I tossed him my shirt and he pulled of his sweater. He had some scars on his chest and stomach.
"Wh-what happened to you?" He quickly put the t-shirt on. "N-nothing it's nothing..." I started at him with a worried face and a "Your in trouble if you don't tell me" face. I crossed my arms. He looked embarrassed and slightly scared. "W-well...my d-dad would sometimes cut me or stab me if I did anything that made him mad..." my eyebrows furrowed. "Like what?" "Like trip, spill, talk, and just for fun..." I walked up to him and hugged him. "Oh I'm sorry...I shouldn't have asked.." he shrugged. "It's fine.." I felt bad for asking him. "We should get going.." I nodded and started walking to the truck. We got in and I drove to the tattoo shop. "Wait in here I'll go get them." He nodded.
Jungkooks pov
I nodded and he got out of the car and walked into the piercing shop. I waited in the car patiently. I looked down at the radio. I was a bit hesitant at first but I shrugged it off and turned it on. I went straight to rap music. I closed my eyes as I got into the music. As soon as I got comfy the door opened interrupting my music. More doors opened as people came in. Namjoon sat in the front. I looked into the back to see Yoongi and a guy that looked like he had a personality brighter than the sun. More guys went into the back of the truck.
"I see you got comfortable with the radio?." I chuckled. "Yeah..I kinda like music a lot." He smiled. "So Who are all your friends?" He Pointed to the guy beside Yoongi. "That's Hoseok and the others are Jin, jimin, Taehyung." "Wow that's a lot of people." "Yup." He started driving for a while and I yawned. I closed my eyes and leaned against my seat. Namjoon took notice and made my seat go down. "Namjoon~" Hoseok whined as my seat laid on his legs. "Let him sleep." I opened my eyes to see him looking at me like he saw the cutest thing ever. "What?" "Your just really adorable." I blushed. "N-no..." he moved his finger towards my nose making me cross my eyes to see what he was doing. He booped my nose and chuckled.
Yoongi crossed his arms and pouted. "Aww is yoongi jealous?" He frowned. "No." He looked away. Hoseok leaned towards yoongi and tickled him. "S-stop!" He said while laughing like crazy. I admired how cute of a couple they would be. "Where here." I heard some of the boys cheering and jumping out of the truck. I looked around to see a beach. "B-but Namjoon I'm not wearing swim clothes." He chuckled. "None of us do." He opened the door and got out. Namjoon walked around the truck and opened my door. I jumped out. Everyone was getting into the water and I hesitated. "Ugh..I don't wanna get wet..." right after I said that Namjoon picked me up and ran into the water. "Put me down!" He chuckled. "Sure." My eyes widened. He dropped me into the water and I got soaked. I quickly splashed him with water and and next thing you know everyone is having a water fight. At some point Yoongi leaves and Hoseok follows him. "Hey Jungkook let's see who goes the furthest." I grinned. "Your on!" I started swimming really fast forgetting to take breaths Inbetween. "Okay Jungkook That's pretty far!" Namjoon shouted but I continued. "Just a little more further!" I said out of breath. I turned around as I stopped and felt extremely dizzy. "I-I don't feel so good..." namjoons eyes widened as I stopped swimming and started drowning.
I should've listened to him...
I gave up on swimming and let out all my breath. All of the sudden everything went black and I woke up choking up water. I saw Namjoon with a worried expression holding onto me. We where still in the water. "I'm sorry...I should've listened.." Namjoon sighed in relief. "It's fine just please don't do that again." I nodded and we swam back or he carried me on his back as he swam to the shore. Jin stood and yelled. "EVERYONE SOPE IS OFFICIAL!!!"
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Tattoo Namkook
FanficIt's been a week and everyone thinks I've been clean. But little do they know I've just been getting worse... Namkook fanfic Contains: Violence Mpreg Depression Self harm Suicide attempts Verbal abuse I love all of the bts members and would neve...