Intrusion seems to be the word that comes to mind. I look back and forth between Ander and Alice, curiously wondering what the bond between them is, how could a brother and sister be so close; I never was with mine, but I yearned for that bond, that closeness that would have been familiar, yet never was. So at this time, whilst Ander is soothing Alice, helping her; I can't help but feel as though I am intruding; for I do not understand the bond they have nor will I ever.
I turn away from them; the thought of burning something comes to mind, but I dismiss it just as quickly; I think I've had enough hassle for one day. So I head for the cafeteria; a place where nobody is there at this time but the kitchen staff; a place where my thoughts can linger more; transform into something more than paranoia or something better than what they are.
I forget about Ander for that instant; I do not need him today; when have I ever?
It's raining now and I smile; sitting near the window, I focus on the droplets sliding down the pane and how they form small circles on the bars; the only thing worse then getting restrained in a place like this; feeling as though you are imprisoned - which when you think about it, I am.

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Insanity
Любовные романы❝ Wait I'm coming undone Irate I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my de...