My First And Only Love

I'm In Love

  His gorgeous curly brown hair is always messy. I love messy hair especially his. He always smells so good to. When I hug him I can smell him. When he talks about wrestling I just get so focused on it. I can hear him talk for hours upon hours about it. He's so amazing overall. Something just feels right about him. I think I'm in love.

I can never get over the conversations him and I share together. He has never treated me so wrong it's always been so good. This kid will always have my heart. For the past three years that I've known him. I've always felt something towards him. Im in love.

No matter who has crossed my mind his name always comes back. It could be a male celebirty that crosses my mind and no matter what his name will always end up in my mind. I always think about him all the time. I'm in love.

The first time that I talked to him. I had no idea what his name was. I never thought of asking him so I just called him best friend. I never thought I would be so close to him as I am now. I was scared to love him because of the past I've had but now I'm in love.

I made a pact to myself that I would never get close to a male again. When he came along I saw past that. When I started to feel for him I got scared. I felt like I had to put my gaurd up when I was around him. God sent him my way. He gave me a blessing. He told me to leave the past in the past and let him in. He told me it's okay to love again. When I ever see God one day I will thank him for the blessing. I'm in love.

He's the greatest blessing to ever step foot in my life. He's never left my side at all. He will forever have my heart for as long as I live. There's something about him that I love. I can't put my finger on it. He's so sweet and caring. For the past three years I've been in love with him.

A/N I put a lot of foreshadowing in this. So keep that in mind in the next chapters. It's only going to get crazy from here.