Since my freshman year of high school I have done a lot of stupid things. A lot of things have happened to me in my life. At the age of 7 my dad up and left his family. He's been in and out of my life ever since. There's skeletons in my closet.
I have a brother who takes advantage of me when he wants to. Those are just two reasons why I don't trust guys. I've been hurt at a very young age. Freshman year I had a boyfriend who I actually liked well loved. I have skeletons in my closet.
That boyfriend I had trusted him with pictures. When we had broke up he decided to use those pictures against me. I couldn't believe that I thought he was different but I guess all guys were the same. There's skeletons in the closet.
That same year something had happened to me that I thought that would never happen to me. I vowed to myself that I would never trust another man for as long as I live. Skeletons in my closet.
After that I became different, the girl who everyone had knew was gone. She was dead inside. She was heartless and she didn't care what anyone thought. Then I met him and when I started to get close to him I had to put my gaurd up. I had skeletons in the closet.
I couldn't get close to him but I did no I wanted to. I knew that when I did he would run for the hills because thats how it was. I carried a lot of baggage and I couldn't help it. I had skeletons in the closet.
I did let him in and I trusted him. He became my best friend. The only downfall was I didn't want to love again. I was falling for him. He was my everything. I told him how I felt so many times but he never once told me how he felt. Then I find out he likes another girl. Skeletons in my closet.
I trusted him but I guess he got bored of me they all do. I was used to the pain that I always felt. I tried again with another guy but he cheated on me eventually because that's what they all do. Skeletons in my closet.
I then messed around with my step sisters ex boyfriend. After he tried getting what he wanted he assaulted me at the only place I ever felt safe in. He assaulted me in the bathroom at school. I never trust a single guy again after that. I have skeletons in the closet.
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My First And Only Love
PoetryThis book is about a girl and a guy who like each other and they don't know it but everyone else knows it except for them. They go through an uphill battle of jealousy and heartbreak. This is an inspiration of Ellen Hopkins and Shakespere.
